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hMm. . hAdnT bEen hAviN muCh tiMe tA bLoG laTelY. . oH wElL, hAd a tErRibLe daYy ytD~ wEnT bAck tA skEwl fEr sUm shiAt bCs teSt n i fAilEd. . lYk wtf? im pRobablY dA oNly faiLuRe in cLass? tOt iT wAs diFficUlT fEr dA mAke uP pApEr buD wE haVe pEoplE lYk dAdA hu sCorEd 9, sheRry a 12 n mArk a 7 n a hAlf? anyWaY tHanKs jUliAn feR eNouRagiN mE n heAriNg mE ouT aGaiNn. . mAybE mY daD's riGht. . tHeRe's nO suCh thiNg as diFfiCuLt~ duNno how tA dO mEanS dUnO hoW tA dO. . sUmtimEs iTs sAddEniNg tA sEe pEoplE sPenDinG coUplE of houRs n gEttiNg goOd grAdEs n i hAbTa spEnD lYk tHricE oR morE timE lyk mAyBe 10 hourS in oRdEr tO aChiEvE daT sAme gOod grAdEs aS eM? :_( sOmE moNk oR wAdeVeR haD sAid beFoRe daT laSt liFe i oFfendEd sUm snAke oR wad shIaT n dAts y in tHis liFe, wAdeVer thiNgs dAt i wAn wOuld oWaEs be diFficuLt. . tHeRe wOulD oWaEs be aN obStAclE thEre tO oBsTruCt miEe~ i duN waNna bEliEvE, buD suMtYmS tHinGs jEs tuRn ouT shO truE? =\

wOke uP thiS moRninG at 7 tA sTaRdee n tHen weNt to da aiRpoRt wiF muA dAd tA feTcH my mAid bAck. . wEnT tA mY gRanDmA's plAce aFtEr daT. . mY aUnT wAs aSkiN mY dAd y diN hE leMme gO wiTh yC Ta aMeRicA ta sTaRdEe~ buD hE wAs saYiNg tRoubLEsomE n sTuFf. . hMm. . yEaA hoW i wiSh cAn leAve sinGapoRe, tO a fAraWay plAce, wHeRe i cAn stArt aNeW. . insTeAd oF hAviNg sO muCh pRoBlEms heRe. . aT leAst mAybE wiTh yC wiTh mIe, i wOuldnt fEel sHo tRoubLed. n wHeneVer iM doWn, sHe woUld noE y. . iF i eVEr sHoW atitudE oR loOk sAd oR "aNgRy", sHe woUlD undErsTanD. . i tRy mY beSt noRt to sHoW ouT mY aTtituDe oR trouBleS on mY faCe in fRonT oF mY new fRenZ buD suMtYms iTs jes sO haRd~ i duN waN eM tO tHiNk dAt imMa aTtiTudE kiD oR im OnE hu iSh sho damN tEmperAmEntAl oR wAdSoeVer~ buD, i cant hElp iT~ *siGhHh*

eXamS r jEs rouNd dA coRneR n im sTruGgliNg wiTh my woRk. . im sO sloW in sTudYinG~ noE sEan oWaes eNcouraGe mE n i realLy apPreciaTe thAt. . cAn suMonE fRom aBovE jEs hElp miE ouT n let mIe sTudY beTteR, fAstEr oR beComE cLeVer? dAmnN. . iM fEeliNg shoO shoO. . . i duNno hoW to dEscRibE. . buD my heArt fEels vERy heAvY laTelY. . . shiaAtTt. . . dA fEeling isH tErribLe. . oOkaY mAybe i sHoulD jEs go bAck tA mA stuDiEsS. . i hAve noO moRe tiMe n i duN waNna faiL. . . =x

*gOnE bAck tA pRincEss roOm ta sTudYy...*

"wAds da uSe oF bEinG a pRinceSs hu haS eVerythinG dAt shE wAntS yEt noRt haPpy?"