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hMmZz, tiRing tiRinG moOdy daYy... wOke uP eArly in dA moRninG.. dEn wEnt ouT tA mEet kiM n lYnNette @ yCk mRT dEn wEnt novEnA tA loOk fEr joBb.. wEnt ta subStancE, a shoE shOp tO sHop arouNd, aT dA sAme tiMe tRy apPlyinG fer a joB thEre.. eVentualLy dA shOp aSsistAnt calLed mE ta go doWn ta whEeloCk, aNother oUtlet tA intErVieW, n at dA sAme tYm, deY haVe mA sHoe sTock.. slipPerS aCtualLy.. nicEe.. *smiLez*

hMmz.. mEt uP wiT cLif, wS n zHi xiN aFtEr aWhiLe.. hmm lEmMe sEe.. mY bRainS r dEad iT ciAnt realLy fuNctIoN welL right noW.. oHh wE jEs sHoPped aRouNd.. dEn went tA shAw mAc tA eat.. onLy neTtx n wS ate.. hmM, aT da sTaRt cLiF n wS wEre tRying ta chEeR mE uP.. cLif BOuGHt mE fRenCh fRieS wHen i wAntEd iT.. trEaTed mE.. wS aSked iF i wAs hapPiEr aFter cLif bOught mE fRieS.. tHouGh apPreciateD iT, buD dAt sEriouSly din mAke mE anY haPpieR.. bud gAve a smiLe anyWayZ..

bOrEdd.. zhixin cAme n wE wAlked tA cinEleisuRe tA aCcompAny him eAt @ buRgeR king.. bASicALly eVeryone wAs jes siTting there eNgAginG inTo oUr oWn aCtiviTieS.. =X wAS then dAt minG rEn aKa dAddYyyyyyyy calLed n sAy hE's gonNa puT mE on thiS vAlEntinE thingY togEthEr wiT sisteRhoOd.. dun exacTly noE wads dAt bud gonna check iT ouT whEn i seE dAda tMR...

hmM, haS bEen onE whOle DaY since i tALked tO hiM... iS thIs realLy gonna eNd sOon? i duN waNna lEt gO.. mY heArt iS stilL wiT him. thEre iS aN oBsTacLe bud i CanT sEe wAds dA oBsTacLe n daTs kiPinG mE quiEt alL dAy loNg, kiPing mE botherEd.. im pRolLy tirEd cuSh mA minD hADnt sToPped tHiNkin bouT waD hE sAid ta mE yTd niTE.. n oF cUsh iF i wEre to sAy i duN miSs hiM dEn dAts a liEe... cLif sAYs iTs alL gonna bE alRiTe tmR.. iS dAt tRue? i doUbT sO.. its suCha aWkaRd siTuAtiOn.. alL haD bEen finE dA nitE beFore yTd n hu noEs ytD's hapPeninGs wEre tA haPpeN.. "dUn u tiNk dAt fRom dA fuRsT daY we knOw eAch otHer untiL noW iTs bEry berY diFfeRenT?" .... yEs hoW? oh wAd am i gonNa saY.. "yEs.. sO?" oR tAke iT aS iF nuTtin eXisTeD n sAY, "nO??" i noE iTs a yEs.. buD hE's pReSsinG mE fEr dA answer n i peRsonAlLy dun haVe dA ansWer n iTs piSsinG mE off.. iF u noE da answer tO da chAngE y dun u jEs shoOt? oOkayy... i tiNk u haVe bEcomE a changed peRsOn.. a liL moRe poSsessiVe, sEnSitive, n daTs pRolLy dA reAsoN tO mA chAnge tOo.. i dunnO.. daTs jEs a "i tiNk". oh welL, i ainT gonNa tInk aNymoRE, i've bEen tiNkinG da wHolE daY tilL mA eYes WenT wAteRy... zHi xiN sAid: "u loOk lYk u r gonNa cRy.." n i sAid: "noO lar siAOo~"

buD yEs.. im cRyinG in mA heArT...