wAs supPosEd tA bLog ytD bouT muh dEntAl apPoinTmenT ritE.. bud cAme homE bouT 4pm n was so tirEd sO went tA tAke a nap tilL 7.. muh dAd woKe me up dEn wE wEnt tA muh gRandMa's houSe fEr dinNer.. befoRe i gO on, lemme sAy dAt muh mould n x-ray of muh teEth has bEen donE.. dentisT has sEen da x-ray repoRt n da nurSe calLed me today n say dat muh neXt apPointmEnt isH neXt mondAy.. goiNg on ta da neXt sTage dA eXtrACtion of tEeth.. oh noOo!! ok so continuing muh storY.. b4 goiNg tA muh grAndmA's plaCe roLand calLed.. telLing mE he n wEijie goiNg tA dRink.. hE tOld mE weijie iSh berY beRy upsEt cuSh hE's fRen pAssEd aWay.. n he aSked mE noRt tA cOl or sMs him tA aSk him anYting bouT it n he aSked iF i wAnna joIn em.. sOo i tOt l8er dEn sAy so i toLd him he finiSh woRk dEn cOl me.. l8er dEn sEe hoW..
yUps n so bouT 9+ cLose tA 10 rOland calLed n aSked if i Was goiNg.. wAs fEelinG ubeRly boRed so i toLd em i'lL b dEre.. he wAs woRking aT amAra sO he tolD me weijiE wilL cum n piCk mE cuSh dA soNg-kA ish aT sEng kAng den he ask us tA go doWn ta amAra n miT him cus he helpEd me tA tAke muh vouCher so i cAn go baCk n coLleCt muh pAy as welL.. so wEijiE piCked me up n i din daRe ta Ask a singlE tinG bout hE's fRen.. until he asked me do i noE dat hE's fRen paSsed awAy.. n so i saY i heaRd.. i couLd telL indEed he wAs verY veRy upset..
from da sTart of da journeY till we dropPed oFf.. he toLd me alL da paSt bout he n dis fren alL da tings dat deY diD 2geTher.. hiS fRen dieD cuS of leukaEmia n docTor found out only 2 wEeks aGo.. it wAs onlY da beginNing sTage n jiE kip repeAtinG himsElf aGain n aGain he couLdnt underStand y da docTor couLdnt treat hIm.. he kept repEating dat his fRen's intestinesburSt n he paSsed aWay.. he kept rEpeAting dat he must haf suffEreD so much pain.. he kePt rEpeAting dat jes a wEek aGo he calLed him n askEd him if eVeryting wAs okaY n his fRen toLd him okaY si bu liAo.. i kneW then daT jie is nort alritE.. he toLd me he din drop a singLe teAr at da funerAl wAke.. hE's verY sAd.. i underStAnd dA eXtrEmE pain hE is eXperiEncinG.. too sAd tilL he couLdnt crY..
sO after mEeting roLand, iAn n uncLe jeFfery at amAra, we wAlked ta chaT 57.. da pub dAt we oWaes go to.. jAson, sze xuan n alvin wEre alreAdy deRe cuS dey wEnt furSt.. i sAt wit jiE.. he's no loner da wEijiE i knEw.. weijiE ytd nite haD no smiLe, noT a liL sensE of humouR.. alL of us dRank.. jie dRank.. jiE smokEd aLort ytD.. had ta sTop him from smokinG so muCh bud coulDnt do mucH eithEr.. i was very veRy upsEt.. teArs filLed muh eyes.. roLand saW n he hEld muh hAnd signalling mE asking me if i wAs okaY, n i controlleD.. during dA tym we dRank, jie kept repeating da stufFs, telling mE alL da tiNgs dEy diD.. he sAng.. halFway he stopPed.. i turneD to him n i sAw him tilTing his head upwArds a liL n i coulD sEe teArs wAtering in his eyEs n he wAs trYing very very hard to contRol.. no maTter how stroNg i toT weijiE was.. i knew ytD niTe, tHen, dAt he wAs going to falL any momEnt.. i kneW he couLd not tAke alL dEse anymoRe.. i sTayed by his side da wHolE nitE as much as i couLd..
alL dEse whiLe i kept controlLing, nort leTting muh teArs falL despite muh eYes filLed wit teArs.. i toLd weijiE: "weijie.. bu yao zhe yAng hao mAh.. wo bu yao kan dao ni zhe yang..." he answEred me: "wo yE bu xiAng." derE wAs silEncE n i hEld on to him.. after a whiLe he tuRned to mE n aSked me: "bu zhi dAo ta zai na li hui bu hui you pEng you.. bu zhi dao hui bu hui gei ren jia qi fu..." whEn he sAid diS sEntEnce.. i criEd... roLand tOld me before daT i couldnt crY cuS dat woulD makE jie fEel woRst.. bud i couLdnt tAke it anymoRe.. i couLdnt beAr sEeing weijiE in dis sTate anymOre... i haF knoWn wEijiE fer soo mAny yeArs... i haf neVer sEen him soO sAd befoRe... i swEar neVer... i haVe nEver sEen wEijiE teAr befoRe... whEn i bRoke up wit sEan, wEijiE was deRe fEr mE.. he lEnd me his shouldEr tA crY on whEn i brokE doWn totAlly.. he comforTed me.. he consoLed me.. he toOk exTra caRe of mE.. buD noW dAt he is doWn, it sEems lyk aS a best fRen, i couLdnt do anytinG n i fElt soO soO misEraBle at da sAme tYm, feEling verY veRy sAd n huRt sEeing weijiE in daT sTate..
2daE, he wAnted tA go baCk ta sGs tA help his fRen tAke his D&T project.. i toLd him i'lL go wit him.. bud he'lL habta wait fEr me cush i hadta go bAck ta skeWl at 12 ta hanD in da blaRdie logiStics comM fund.. was supPosEd tA hab lunch wiT jAn n rinA dEn go out aliL whiLe b4 jAn go ta woRk at 6.. moreovEr i plAnNed it.. bud soRry jan n rinA.. i toT wEijiE wouLd niD mE moRe dEn anyonE eLse tOday.. wilL mAke it up tA u guRls anoTher tYm yah? *huGz* sO i caBbed doWn from skEwl ta serAngoOn ta mit jiE n wEntAo.. had lunch togethEr.. jiE ish bery bEry much beTter 2dae... he was supPosEd ta go to da song-kA tonigHt.. bud he has dEcidEd nort to cush if he go he would tink more n he would be more sAd.. so he decided nort tA go n i tot iF dat could make him hapPieR, i wouLdnt wAnt him tA go toO.. soO after lunch we went doWn ta toWn tA mit iAn shirLey n jIang jiA.. alL amAra peopLe.. wEnt tA paRty woRld.. roLand cAme doWn ta join us bouT 4+?
aftEr kTv we had our dinNer, den we watch house of fuRy aT lido.. cAught da 930 shoW.. show wAs goOd.. quiTe hiLariouS, touChinG, meaningfuL.. i wouLd givE it 5 stArs!! hEez.. enjoYed muhsElf bery muCh today.. n im sOo gLad dat wEijiE is so muCh beTter.. welL, i wouLd enjoY muhsElf eVen moRe iF gAn dAda iSh aRounD!! yEsh! dada wilL be cuminG baCk tmr!! n sAt we'lL prolLy go drinkinG.. lAlalAaa... =D~ loOking forWard fEr yer rEtuRn muh deArest ah gAn! **mUAckSs**
PS: wEijiE.. tHouGh i noE u WilL noRt be reAdinG diS, i'lL stilL telL u wAd i oWaes telL u wHen we wEre younG.. noo maTtEr wAd hapPens, gEr wilL oWaes be heRe fer u wheneVer u niD mE... (beSt of fRenZ jie....)
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