aLohA~ im in skEwl blOgginG.. skipPed buSinEss etIqueTte lecturE and cAme to the laB to do mY servIce skiLls quiZ 1 as welL as my leArning Log 2.. sOo prouD i compleTed 2 tAsks! bud thinkIng bout thE upcominG aCcoutinG teSt whiCh wilL be on thurSday totalLy turns mE oFf..
hMmz, hEe reCently m feEling bery hapPy.. i haf no idEa y tOo.. lOlx.. prolLy cusH i fEel dat i haf bEen controlLing mY pek-chEk ness and my baD tempeRed-ness suCh daT i fEel a sEnse of aCcompliShmEnt.. haHaz! thouGh its still nort good enouGh buD i noE dat i cAn do it! m norT gonNa continue to be an attitude guRl! *yEah* =D leTs sEe.. da last tYm i actually beCame angry was when we were alL working at sEntosa sijouri reSort.. outsidE catering chinese dinNer.. i wAsnt eXactly angry was jes aliL iRritaTed n pisSed.. =x welL welL, since itS ovEr shalL noRt meNtion bouT it anymoRe.. anyway shE helpeD me quite a fair bit on daT day n i sHalL calL it "qUitS~"
ytD n today went to skewl wit my darliNg.. fEels soO dAmn gOod to sEe him evEry morninG.. iT's like the firSt peRson u sEe for the day iS nobOdy elsE bud yOur vEry oWn lovEd onE! =)) no maTter how tirEd i wAs or hoW dreadfuL i m to be going to skeWl, sEeing him wuD jes brighTen up my day n mAke me hapPy for the reSt of da daY.. da fEeling dAt i have for him is undesCribablE.. my lovE for him haS bEen on the increAse evEr sincE da day i gort together wiT him.. on the 16th of apriL.. after eAch and eVery quarRel, i wud usuAlLy be so sian, n then a scAr will be leFt in my heArt, bud for roLand its jes so differenT.. aFter eAch quaRrel, i love hIm eVen moRe, and i feel sO much closEr to him.. i realLy wish dAt our relationshiP will last me for the lifetYm.. nO one has maDe me wAnt to get maRried.. everyone hu is cLose to me will nOe dat i dun waNna get maRried.. bud rolAnd is the onLy one hu maDe mE chAnge mY minD.. wondEr whY toO... hMmZ, welL wEll welL...
eVer sinCe he goT his neW job, i fEel dat he doesnt caRe for me aS much as before.. i noe this isNt true bud dA fEeling jes coMe to mE and i cAnt help it.. kinDa sad.. met him ytd and kept disturbing him.. all da noNsensicaL stuFf dat he wAs having an aFfair and that he has changed and that he dun love me anymore and that im so heartbroken.. though it was supPosEd to be a joke, i wenT home n aSked mySelf.. y did i eVen think of such things.. did i rEalLy fEel dAt wAy? actualLy a littlE.. no an quan gan.. yes dats how i fEel.. oh welL, mAybE im jes thinkiNg tOo mucH..
he aSsured mE ytD ovEr the phonE dAt i wAs silLy and thaT he's minE n he wilL owaes be minE.. i fElt soo hapPy to heAr dat.. welL, lets jes hope dats da way it iS.. cuSh i rEalLy lovE him n i realLy dO...
"no one cAn eVer rEplaCe u in my heArt deAr deAr...."
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