Just me

Been very long since i last blogged.. Has been busy with school.. School's such a bore i totally hate it! not enjoying it at all.. Seriously, really, i mean it. =x

hmmz, let's see.. much has happened but i cant exactly remember what happen so im not gonna blog down the details lyk my other posts.. Shall jes keep my post short n sweet. =) Ookie so now im in school lab waiting for my loviest n cutest n favourite girl Jan Baby, n of course, cute lil Rina.. N im with? Needless to say, dada.. Happened to be in the same class again as classes haven changed.. Initially was pretty happy but now? Maybe not? Project groups alone are nuff to drive me to my grave.. To think i was looking forward so much n giving so much faith to our new group despite some *ahem* personal thoughts... Oh well, totally sucked.. All because of u.. Jia en thinks its totally freaking unfair, n im no exception. *Smirks~*

Projects in school are starting to pile up.. Im gonna be a good girl n im gonna be very busy with basically 3things:
1)School work; Studies
2)Driving lessons
3)Work
No matter how lil i sleep everyday, im just gonna keep my life going.. Not gonna give up.. Determined to excel in studies, pass my driving and if i have time to spare, work n get some extra income to support myself.

Oh yes, i've passed my Basic Theory.. Yesterday.. Yes im overjoyed.. Then again i dun really feel very happy.. Mood hasnt been that good.. Prolly im too occupied with too many stuffs.. Despite being unhappy, i have to.. n i emphasize again, i HAVE TO say that im at least very happy to have 2 of my once used-to-be superbly close friends back in my life.. Of course, one of them is Wei Jie.. Stuffs happened, n we went MIA in each other's life.. Till the day he called me n we started to talk like we've never talked before.. As usual, i laughed throughout the conversation.. N we're back to square one again.. Jie, no matter how busy i am with school work n how much i dun ask about u or call u, u'll always be my Bestest Friend! Now dun say i boh xim n forgot all about u, this best fren.... X)
Secondly, Kishor.. Stuffs happened as well.. I wasnt feeling good bout some stuffs, n i voiced it out.. Miscommunication, and we fell out.. Till we met again that night, n we talked, n it was then that we realised, we actually missed each other so damn much. N all that happened was so minor n yet it could actually almost cost us our friendship..

Kishor used to be my Best Friend, my listening ear, basically all the good qualities that a good friend has, he has it. I told him bout my life, i told him bout my problems.. He listened, n he adviced.. Even if he dun advice, he sympathises n understands how i feel. Maybe not but thats the feeling that he gave me. I remember he always used to tell me how cute m i n how much he like me because i tell him everything n it makes him feel as if i trust him so much. Well, i did. N i still do. But now, he's no longer my best friend. Not that he's not my best friend, he is. Deep down in my heart. But i no longer call him Best Friend. Reason being, "best fren" for me, for our friendship, isnt something pleasant. After so much unhappiness was caused n i guess its too much for both him n i to take. i guess? But! Im happy that i've got him back, just like how he's happy he got me back. N i think? I prefer the friendship we are having now. compared to the past. Afterall, true friendship doesnt stand without quarrels n fights rite? N its also the quarrels/fights that make u treasure that very special person more.......

Noticed? In both instances its the other person who approach me first.. This is something negative bout my personality n i know it but has never been putting in effort to kick it away.. I never seem to be able to make the first move. From my 2 friendship, i've learnt. N u bet if something similar should happen again, i'll make the first move to get u back...

Now this entry apparently isnt that SHORT n SWEET?