Bad Bad Day......

"Cus i had a bad day....." Yesh i had a bad day today... Duhh... =\ Okay lets see, Went out ytd with da, tony, champ, kang wei and baby came to look for us after work.. Was supposed to go Shin or Addicted Place to drink.. Met da, tony and champ at bugis.. Headed to Addicted Place but we din lyk it there.. The place is lyk so cheena larh! So in the end Tony suggested Can Cafe.. Atmosphere was damn relac.. Sofa was damn comfy!! Love it.. I could practically fall asleep on the couch man.. =pPp Yupps, so played cards.. talked... talk bout things anything the sun.. By the time i reach home was lyk 3+4? Around there larh.. Chatted with Tony on the phone... He told me stuffs about him.. N adviced me on alot of things.. It really wisen me up alot.. N its all thanks to Tony... X)

This morning woke up at 1015.. Met Siau Tung at my house bus-stop at 11.. Waited lyk 30mins to get a cab~ Goodness.. Anyways, so off we went to Sheng Shiong at Serangoon North.. Couldnt find certain ingredients, so trial cooking was cancelled.. Reached home at 1+ n took a nap till 330.. Was super duper tired.. Woke up and did some culi work.. Then went out to town to meet Tony.. Together with Kang Wei, Kyle, Jenny and Tony's 2 brothers.. Met em for only an hr or so then went home already..

Bad day larh! First, my day was ruined by trial cooking.. Never mind.. then some work matters was damn cock up.. Never mind.. Then in the end wanted to meet Tony meanwhile wait for baby to finish work then go back together but when i was in the train then found out baby finish work at 3am~ =X Soo no choice, hadta go home alone.. Let me now talk about the fucking woman whom i was on the verge of slapping or rather taking my slipper to throw and whack her face... I swear i was damn pissed.. TOTALLY~

Here goes:

I was waiting for my bus to come.. N im the 2nd in the queue and this bitch is 3rd, which means she's behind me.. Okay so when the bus came, she pushed her way through the door which i dunno where the hell is she rushing to.. She's THIRD which means she'll DEFINITELY get a seat.. So wads e hurry?! Okay never mind.. Ultimately, i was in front of her walking to the back of the bus to get a seat.. Guess wad? She used the handle of her umbrella in her hands to push me! i was lyk: wth?! n i turn my head a lil as some form of :'wth' gesture.. the moment i turned my head back to my front, she fucking hell stepped on my slippers, n it flew out n landed behind me, behind her! CAN U IMAGINE HOW FAR THAT IS N HOW PAINFUL THAT IS?!!! Then, she shoved pass me without a single APOLOGY n sat on the seat which i intended to sit she stared at me.. *WHOA* "WADS UR PROBLEM?!!!!"

When i wore my slippers back, i turned to her and gave her a superb hard glare.. Already, i wasnt in a very good mood on my way home, throughout the day.. N now u just had to end my day even worst HUH?!!! Its darn painful larh! goodness... Bloody old virgin.. Go find urself a man to satisfy urself pls... Go Fuck him till he drop dammit!

Chatted with Tony just now and told him bout it.. He say forget bout it.. Dun be so angry.. Arghhh!! How to man.. I've got such a bad day! He says he wanna liven me up.. Well, for that whole time talking to him it sorta did.. Then, after i put down the phone with him, Dad came home.. Btw its 1245 now.. N i haven eaten my dinner im fucking starved.. I've no idea whats wrong with dad after he came home from the wedding dinner.. He seems unhappy and sorta throwing he's unhappiness on me.. "Daddy, i haven been feeling good the whole day either.." Now dad.. Never mind... So Tony suggested watching movie tmr after my school.. He asked me to ask Baby to get replacement for work tmr n go together..

baby just called and apparently its too late plus tmr's a heavy function.. I din sound happy over the phone.. N he din even hear it out that i wasnt myself and that i was bothered.. Forget it.. He asked me to go ahead.. n i said depressedly:"Haiyah dunno larh see how lor" Baby went:"Eh i dun lyk u to speak to me like that okay!!" Now what's he's problem!? If u cant tell im feeling down, then so be it n now u r raising ur top at me for nuttin?! Hey i know u are tired working everyday.. But there's no need for u to throw ur top or pek-chek-ness at me okay?! If u are tired, take a break! Since when have we last gone out together for the whole day as well? I've not uttered a single word of unhappiness bout u not being able to accompany me.. Ive not uttered a single word bout not abling to talk to u about my problems, my life, my happenings.. I've not uttered a single word... not a SINGLE word.. about ANYTHING... But if u are tired, u can always take a break..

I've been very nice to u recently.. Cus i missed u so much.. Haven u heard before absence makes ur heart grow fonder? My heart aches for u to work so heart every day n yet people dun appreciate u.. My heart aches for u to have not enough sleep every single day.. N wad did u tell me? U said im guilty.. U said i must have done something wrong n im feeling guilty thats y im so nice to u.. Im hurt.. But its okay, i keep it within me.. Ytd nite, u are tired, i sense u were rather cold to me compared to any other days.. I kept it within me.. When we were going home.. da dropped first.. U insist on me dropping next then u... Its nt that i wanna make a big fuss over a small matter.. But u know the best how much every single cent means to me now... What did u do? U ask me what was wrong with me.. Wads all the attitude for.. U dont understand baby... U dont at all...

And just, u just told me off u din lyk me talking like that when i didnt even mean anything.. Im sorry i broke down.. But i cant take it anymore.. Whats with the whole world today..... Who will ever know how much stress, how much hardship im facing in my own personal world, my own lil home... NO ONE... Yet, i've no doubt did a very good job in putting up a brave front these days... But i cant take this any longer... I want to get away... I need to get away... Bcus i really cant take this anymore all by myself.... I cant... God, i really cant... Pls stop torturing me like this...