*Yawnz* Jes got outta bed not too long ago.. Have been sleeping at 4+am since Friday.. Hmmz, lets see.. Friday's jap tutorial wasnt as boring as i thought it would be.. Attendance was only 10. How else bloody pathetic can it be? Plus Huey Jie joining our class was 11.. Fortunately i had her.. Otherwise i wud have been bored to death.. =)
Went to Harbour Front to meet Baby.. When i was on the bridge i saw Snoopy Bin with him.. Was surprised and excited.. When i went down and was walking towards em Baby pointed sumwhere.. I looked.. *Gasp Gasp Gasp!!!!!* JASON!!!!!!!! Still looked as smart as ever in he's shirt pants attire.. I screamed and ran towards him as if i saw a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.. haha.. Its when i saw him, then did i realise i missed him so so much....... but i could definitely tell he's very troubled.. *Sigh* "Jason I have faith in you... You can do it!" Should everything go right, i'll definitely go with you... X) Nowhere and noone else can replace your management style though u used to be very fierce, scold & scold whenever u were in a bad mood or were angry.. BUT u werent at all BIAS like some others.. U were never a person guilty of HYPOCRISY... Thats nuff...
So Jason left us to meet Weijie Zan Yan & Wentao at PS.. Bin Baby & I cab down to office to collect pay.. After that we went Joo Seng Market to have dinner feast. For Bin & Baby, its their celebration for leaving Kriston.. So after dinner, they sent me to SSDC for my practical, then Bin went home & Baby went to meet Jason & gang.. By right after my practical i was supposed to go down and find em, but was surprised to see Baby at my school gate waiting for me when i came out.. Jason went missing.. Weijie & gang went to MOS.. Baby was pissed cus he only went down to meet em for 10mins and they didnt tell him all of em were going MOS.. Aww.... So off we went home to Baby's place.. Slacked awhile then Tony Champ & Kang wei came.. Kang Wei helped to get me Chicken Chop cus i was hungry.. Heh... So they played Mahjong and i was almost falling asleep on Baby's bed.. So i left first at bout 3+am... Went home, wash up and chatted with Baby on the phone awhile, then i went to sleep at 4+am.. Slept all the way till 4+pm the next day.. -.-"
Had shift this weekend.. but Azmi didnt ask me to work.. Even if he did, i wouldnt wanna work cus of the heavy workload and im really tired.. Its as if ever since my Holiday i haven rested well enough.. Its when i woke up late ytd that i realise its been a very very long time since i kept my weekends free... Intended to do work.. But turned out didnt do much ytd, so have to do more today.. hopefully im more efficient and motivated today.. XD Da called me just now to ask if i wanna work tmr.. Was surprised some people would even ask me if i wanna work.. But unfortunately, i would rather spend my time with my precious dearest sweetest loveliest bestest friend ever Seah Yang Cheng make jellies........... XD (Yan arent u touched?! Haha)
Baby said because of him, Azmi wouldnt give me alot of shift from now onwards.. I told him that wouldnt be true.. Then again, Seeing how bias he was liking Alvin but like Sze Xuan too cus she's his gf and increasing her pay still despite knowing how uncapable she is in handling functions proves some logic and common sense in Baby's words.. How good can a BEST VIP server be when she has NO smiles in her services at all? Wad an irony.. Maybe it isnt irony but obvious BIASNESS.. Friday had shift.. Azmi asked me.. I said i couldnt work cus i had lessons till 6 plus and i had driving lessons after that.. He simply replied a 'K'.. Da replied him and he asked her if she can work on Sat & Sun too.. He din ask me at all.. Da asked if i can work.. She asked me to answer him together.. But i don't want.. Y should i? Da asked me wad was my problem.. The problem is: First of all, he din ask me when usually he WOULD. Secondly, i dun wanna look as if im so hard up of working there.. Thirdly, i din wanna work cus i wanted to do work.. Fourthly, i learnt my lesson from Wads happened in New Park.. Im never gonna make the habit of asking shifts again to prevent people from feeling DISAPPOINTED in me for NUTTIN... Dammit.. Lastly, the thought of 'Not working in Kriston anymore because of Baby not working there anymore' has NEVER came across my mind before.. If some people are too shallow to think that recently i dun wanna work is because Baby's asking me not to work or because Baby's not working anymore, then so be it. I wouldnt fucking hell give a damn to give an explanation cus i aint gonna stoop so low to their shallow mentality to answer em. No way. If ever one day i should leave Kriston, its because its time i go back to sumwhere where i belong.....
Over dinner at Joo Seng, heard some stuffs from Bin... Why is so much happening in sucha short period of time? Why do i feel as if history is repeating? Or maybe Dad's right.. "Ren yi ren zi jian, conflicts will occur.. One will sometimes bite on own tongue and feel pain or even bleed.. U feel pain too alone, whats more if u live or interact with another person?" Yes i think its really very true... Politics, Character & actions that people see as intolerable, hypocrism... Whats all these? I guess these are merely part and parcel of life that one can never escape.. Beneath the racial harmony, beneath the beautiful lightings everywhere durin festive seasons, beneath the laughters and hugs and kisses u see among friends, between couple, there's always an ugly and dark side to it that everyone will see... Just a matter of time...
So much for my reflections, its time for work...
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