Overwhelming heart-ache

Today, the once used to be bubbly,
brave,
strong
& stubborn-headed erin has fallen.

I quite admire her.
For being able to put on a front,
for the past week or more.
But,
everyone has their limits.

Today, she's faced with much stress,
but she's all alone.
She's faced with the fact that she's all alone again.
She's not single.
But why does she feel that way?
Can someone help her out of the pit that she has fallen into?

Alone in the shuttle bus out of school,
the guy she was sitting with tried to take a photo of her,
thinking she doesn't know.
But as usual, she's very oblivious to her surroundings & she's street smart.
She would usually react very calmly and settle this prob nicely with style.
But No.
Instead she felt inferior.
She was scared.
How she wished someone was right there beside her to protect her.
But No.
She's all alone.
Friends around her asked her where her smiles has gone to.
Friends around her ask her wad's up with that face of hers.
What do you want her to say?
All the helpless her could do was to give a smile and tell people that nothing's wrong
and that everything was fine.
But deep down,
her heart is bleeding & tearing.
Who would know?
No one but herself.

Out there in the cold lonely environment,
she stands alone.
Upon reaching home,
she's sees darkness;
she sense silence.
True enough, a loner she is.

She doesnt mind having no friends at all,
as long as that one & only 'he' is there by her side.
'He' used to be there by her side,
as if always and forever.
But it isnt the case anymore.
At least thats what she feels.
Her life now seems dead.

This cant go on.
Leave her alone.
She need to sort out her thoughts.
& find out what does she really want.
Exams are round the corner.
No, its not gonna affect her.
No way.
It cant affect her.
She will be the queen of her life,
she'll be able to sort things out.
Give her time.
Have Faith in her.

"Walking Away"

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away

sometimes some people get me wrong
when it's something I've said or done
sometimes you feel there is no fun
that's why you turn and run
but now I truly realise
some people don't wanna compromise
well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies
and well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away

Well I'm so tired baby
things you say you're driving me away
whispers in the powder room baby
don't listen to the games they play
girl I thought you'd realise
I'm not like them other guys
coz I saw them with my own eyes
you should've been more wise
and well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away