Demoralized

Im demoralised... Totally.. Really..

Yesterday, i had my driving revision.. For every revision, i make a minimum of 6 mistakes.. But ytd, i made 2.. I felt i drove very well too.. One word: Impressive. *Snort* If only ytd was my TP test.. Yes the trick is, "IF ONLY".

This morning, i went for my second last revision.. It totally sucked.. Firstly, i was late. But then again, lyk i always say,"Look at my face. Do u think i care?" Anyways, the instructor is one that has never taught me before.. Surprisingly.. He's lyk totally strict.. He fucked me off throughout the whole revision lesson. Ookay civilised speaking, he told me off.

"Are u STILL using half door turning point???"

"U just had revision yesterday!"

"U've already been through many revision lessons!"

Okok fine. I dunno whats wrong with me. Are u satisfied? Am i really that bad or are u just plain strict or rather, setting very high hopes on my driving since im supposedly supposed to be very skillful now?

In any case, u just RUINED my high confidence for passing on Monday. THANKS.

Conclusion: I think im not gonna make it on Monday. So let it be. Look at my face. Do u think i care? Yes i did. Very much. But now, N-O, NO. Not anymore. Why? Cause u just threw 10 mistakes into my book with one immediate failure.. With e other 9 an average of 2 demerit points, that makes 18 points. Just nice, can pass. But whats e fucking point, i had one immediately failure. Damn u. To hell u go. Despite all these, i do appreciate u very much in enlightening me one major 6 demerit point mistake that i always did but NONE of the instructors that had taught me for the past 6mths never BOTHERED to tell me..... FUCK DRIVING SCHOOLS..... FUCK THE INSTRUCTORS.... EVERYTHING IS JUST SO UNREAL AND SO UNDERHAND AND SO BLACK...

Having said that, Daddy just erased all my unhappiness away by buying me Escada 'Rockin Rio' perfume at the Airport before he left... XD

My Daddy rocks!! Good daddy buys their girl their favourite stuffs.... *Grinz*

Haha... Daddy wun be back in time for my TP.. So sad.. But its ok, i belive daddy will definitely give me he's moral support... Anyway i told daddy bout what happened and i told daddy that im gonna go to the test with a 'fail then fail' attitude..

Once again, damn SSDC!