♥, *Rin

Day 35

Today, rin rin has beeen a veryyy good girll.... Stayed home the whole day to do my work and read my book... But feeling very tired and restless cus im not feeling well and couldnt sleep properly.. =(

Anyways, i'm left with my Destn P&D Issue Presentation stuff to do and E-biz project research... Come to think of it what I've done today aint alot.. Cus i keep stopping to read my book.. Haha.. =x

Hmm, im feeling soo soooo happy and excited because I am going to see my Baby tmr!!! Im gonna miss him soo sooo soooooo very much next week bcus he'll be going outfield and i wun be able to talk to him for a week... *Sighh* Anyway, shall just treasure this weekend! Meanwhile, I cant wait for tmr to come.. Working half morning shift.. Then Baby will pick me up from work tmr.. *Yeahh!!* Oh yes and baby says that he's gonna buy me a bookmark tmr....... *Double Happiness!!!!!* XD~ "Promises, promises..."

Currently my msn nick has 'Too fast too furious' in it.. And Dickson msged me:
"Lol.. Too fast too furious i watch already..."
I was about to reply:"I also watch already.. Too fast too furious i also watch already..." and then i saw he's msn display pic and i deleted everything that i typed...

OH MY GOD!!! Guys do u all have any idea what that means???!!! It means
Too Fast Too Furious: Tokyo Drift is out in cinemasss!!!!!!!!!!!
*SCREAMSSSSSSSSSSSSSS*

I suddenly remember how damn bloody excited i was when i first saw the poster at Tampines Century Square... I dun care Baby's gonna watch it with me no matter what!! XD!!!!

I remember when i was young, my dream was to ride a bike... When i was young, i think out of 10 girls only 1 or 2 girls ride bikes? Thinking back i just realise this is probably just me-- since young i've always stood out with my likings and my character.. I've always wanted to be myself, someone with a unique interest, someone with a unique and original identity and character.. and i couldn't fuck care what others would think of me as long i was knew what i was doing.. (Some may see it as arrogant. But to me, im just me. Take it or leave it. One thing's for sure, if i were to be arrogant, there must be a reason behind it.) Well, probably thats why i seriously seriously cant stand posers... To me, they dun even have a mind of their own and whether or not they realise it, they simple follow the trend or follow others blindly.. Posers will never ever gain or earn my respect. Leaders & followers. Originals & Posers. Bear that in mind that's hell of 2 different pairs of terminologies with a different meaning.

I've always told Daddy i wanted to ride a bike, he would keep quiet and silence would usually mean consent but i know deep down if that day comes, daddy would not allow me to ride on one....

My mindset changed when i watched 'The Fast & The Furious' on HBO & 'Too Fast Too Furious' in the cinema... Oh my god... the cars are like beautiful! And the speed and every single thing.... Its as if the cars are speeding in the veins in my body like the blood flowing through them..... Driving in a car is an attainable dream.. Daddy would let me drive.. Since young daddy has had several attempts to teach me how to drive too! So year by year passed and finally i reached the appropriate age to take my driving license.. I pursued and am still pursuing... Meanwhile the drive that motivate me is still on going and very strong... For an instance, Initial-D was one of the absolute 101% motivator! Oh wait.. before i continue...

Oh dear! Dickson just replied.. The show aint out yet... He downloaded and watched it already... *Sighh* Nahhh It's ookay, I'll be anxiously waiting for the day to come....

So much being said bout my passion,

at the thought of seeing Baby tmr,

the thought of hugging him,

the thought of being in he's arms again,

surely do draw a grin on my face!

=D