♥, *Rin

Day 38

Went to work half night at Raffles City.. The security uncle is extremely nice...

Unlike my experience at Metro Paragon...

In fact this uncle is even nicer than those at Isetan Tampines..

I was expecting a fight already..

Went in with a stuck-up look and attitude...

But it all turned the other way round...

*Sigh*

The earth is round.

And its wierd.

=S

Today, i went to Cards n Such before going to work..

Bought 3 cute notebooks..

Cus i wanted to write to Baby bout every single thing this week,

just as what he told me to do..

And i started to write when i was at work..

So, i'll probably not be blogging for the whole of this week..

Instead, im gonna pen down every single thoughts and happenings in the lil cute sheepy book..

Meant for my one and only Baby....

Anyways, after work, Jason went to fetch Dalilah from work at Paragon..

And Dalilah asked Jason to come and pick me and send me home too...

How sweet of her..

It was so not in the way...

But still she insisted....

In the car Dal told me that Jolyn had called her...

And was thinking of pushing me to Paragon to work..

Hmm... Wonder why...

Anyway, wouldnt have a chance anymore.. I'll be leaving..

Shall break the news to Jolyn end of next week..

*Sigh*

Honestly, I can't bear to leave Laneige........

Laneige is the first job i held that i went to work alone;

No friends, nobody, just me.

Laneige made me independent...

& Dal gave me the opportunity.....

This, i will bear in mind. For the rest of my life...

Baby, im missing u badly...

I feel like im losing myself..

But Jorin has been pulling me back..

You ought to thank her when u book out...

For she's taking extremely ultimate good care of your darling......

This song is for you...

You must be missing this song badly for you love it so much....

I wish i was a singing bird..

Then i can fly to Tekong and sit on the treetop ur sitting under..

Watch you.. And chirp you this song all day long....

"A Lonely September"

I'm sittin' here all by myself

just tryin' to think of something to do

Tryin' to think of something, anything

just to keep me from thinking of you

But you know it's not working out

'cause you're all that's on my mind

One thought of you is all it takes

to leave the rest of the world behind

[Chorus]

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself

that you're not the one for me

But the more I think, the less I believe it

and the more I want you here with me

You know the holidays are coming up

I don't want to spend them alone

Memories of Christmas time with you

will just kill me if I'm on my own

[Chorus]

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do

we just can't seem to get it right

But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight

One more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar

But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far

I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you

Oh please, baby won't you take my hand

we've got nothing left to prove

[Chorus]

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then

we were just kids

And I didn't mean to give you chills

the way that I kiss

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did

No, you didn't mean to love me back

But you did