♥, *Rin

Day 49

Baby booked out at 11+.. Went for practical early in the morning at 835am..
Was extremely exhausted.. -.-" Baby had a bad morning and me tired and blah blah guess it was the pms and the tiredness and the insensitiveness Baby n i quarreled in the morning and at night...
Was so upset was talking to my dearest confidante France Seng and she talked to me as usual, gave me advices and in the end decided to heed her advice and voice out to Baby when he walked over to look for me cus i walked off for very long to talk to france as we were at coffee bean with dickson, denise, wee kiat, alex, sebas and alan...

In the end was so upset telling baby bout my feelings till i teared... :_( And my stupid baby obviously did not realise all bout it again and he was feeling very apologetic.. Kept wiping away my tears and hugging me asking me not to cry.. =( in the end all was well and fine in fact much better... =D

After all of us left, denise went home to take the car and together with dickson and baby, the four of us went to Pasir Ris beach.. Sat on the Large platform rock facing the sea and enjoyed one another's company... Was so extremely sweet. I just so love going to the beach with baby and whenever im down, he always attempt to bring me there just to cheer me up.. Hee.. Anyway, some pics taken today earlier on in the evening:

Rin.Rol.Rob


No matter how many times i shed my tears for u,
no matter how many times u make me upset,
no matter how many times we argue,
deep down,
u know,
i know,
that we need & treasure each other the most......


Robin kor kor's hand must have moved..
But i find this pic rather artistic though? ;)

Day 50

Woke up at bout 11+ and met baby at compass point to eat Mos burger..
Was upset over some matters again this morning... Was telling baby over lunch and i ended up tearing again... *Gosh* (In fact i already started to tear at home when i was telling France over msn) Yah anyway, i just had a teary weekend larh.. horrible horrible... =S

Yeah then we walked around, then went back, then sent baby back to camp... =(
But today, i dropped off at Pasir Ris mrt with him cus Jason called me and wanted to meet me... *Sigh* Its the love issue once again... Sometimes, when Baby and i are very well(most of the time considering ytd was the first quarrel in 1mth+), and when i see other couple quarreling... I just feel that how nice it would be if i were able to share some love with em so everyone would be happy and everyone would be all smiles.. Wouldnt that be good? Haha.. I dunno.. I just feel this way.. I just wanna share the love u see.... And make this whole world a lovely colourful lovable place to live in! X)

Okk then again i shall stop my rubbish.. haha yeah so after i saw baby falling in, i went to the round-about where Jason was waiting for me there.. Picked me up and we ended talking talking and talking going here and there also dunno where are we heading to but finally we decided on Jalan Kayu... Lols.. Later on one of he's ex colleague errol came.. He was driving a subaru can... Oh well, then again they used to be selling subaru cars right.. What the.. Lols.. Yah and met jason's camp mate.. Oh, i dun know what's he's name. Lols.. Aiyah cus errol gave me he's namecard u see and when i started to pronounce he's name he was like,"Eh? wah! u know how to pronounce arh? hmm not bad...." Duhhh i understand how u feel.. As in, u know... The many million cases of:
-Eeeeee-rin
-Er-rin
-Er-in
Whatever u can think of, u name it, i have it. Im used to it. =S

Anyway, we were slacking at Jalan kayu for pretty long then we decided to go to Yishun Dam. Errol knew that can go through the seletar camp but he din know how to go. And for Jason and he's camp mate. They refused to believe. Ah hah. As for me, ive travelled all around with Daddy since young so i knew the way. Told em i'll show em the way. So off we went in 3 cars.. Stayed at yishun dam for bout an hour talking cock then jason sent me home...

When i was at my hse downstairs, lyk 12+am baby called. o.O"
"Wad time already? From just now say want to go home until now still haven go home..."
And there i go explaining that im already at my house downstairs..

Haha.. Cus earlier on when we were at Jalan Kayu baby was like,"Jason's friend good looking arh?"

Me:"Hmm.. not bad lor.."
(He's really not bad larh but not my cup of tea plus he's a lil short for a guy.)

Baby:"Driving subaru arh?"

Me:"Yah..."

Baby:"Orh ok lor go lor..."

Haha... Cus baby knew that i loveeeee subaru... Silly boy... I wouldnt leave u for a car. Please, i have my own car. And i love my own car. Why should i love other cars? And even if i do fall in love with the car, i wouldn't fall in love with the owner for god's sake. Do u think falling in love is as easy as snapping ur fingers? Like i told u before.. U're not the first man i've ever loved... But u're gonna be the last man im going to love... =)
Yes and so that silly baby of mine was so worried that he didnt sleep till 12+.. Just waiting for my sms to tell him i reached home.. Gees... That baby of mine is simple so lovable and silly!

Anywayss.... one bad news! Baby might be confined this coming weekend cus of that idiot-(my secondary sch mate) went to smoke in the toilet and flicked the ash on the floor and the sergeant found it i guess... Damn u ****..... All's not confirmed yet but im prepared for the worst... Poor baby....... *hugs hugs* =| Shall just pray that everything would be fine...

Anyway, a pic taken at baby's place today:

See my dark circles?
This is how i look every sunday.
Routine: Saturday out till wee hours, slp late, Sunday wake up early again...
Kids out there, don't try this at home.
>=)

Honey Baby im missing you.......