Day 89
Oh how great! THE exam is O-V-E-R OVER!!!
No more exams, no more tests, no more studying.
Wait. That's provided NO supp paper.
Was too tired to blog yesterday. Ended up watching tv the whole night..
After the paper yesterday, met up with Seah @ fareast.
Went shopping and eating.
We talked bout the primary school days over lunch and it was totally hilarious! Especially when the topic came to CHOO JEK BAO... Seah and i still cant believe it-- He actually DUN remember us!! When we always took he's bag, he's pencil case and played monkey (with him being the monkey with no other choice cus it's he's things haha!) during recess time in class.... How we tortured him cus he was just sitting beside me and seah behind me and we kept pinching him and i think he went home everyday with blue-blacks on he's hand.. LOLS!!!!
And then during that p6 year, we didn't even look like students preparing to take PSLE. Our stupid form teacher then was a MC queen. One whole week we can only have like chinese period lessons.. Because the rest of the subjects are taught by the same teacher = form teacher = no lessons. So, basically 60-70% of our time in school is play cus it's free period......
And then those relief teachers will go: "Class.... lower down your volume.............."
Hahahaha.... Good old memories man...
I wanna go back to my primary school days....... Where life revolves arnd my happy complete family, my wonderful fun-loving neighbours at my old place, my 2 bestest friends in the entire world Seah Yang Cheng & Janice Tan Li Shan....... A simple, yet happy life. That's enough. Really. But, reality hits. And there-- we are being thrown down to the floor. "Welcome to Earth." Face it. Life can never be as wonderful and perfect as that... That's what life is all about isnt it? Karma comes into the picture, mentality changes everyone's thinking, goals in life shapes characters of people. And with these comes about what we see and prolly hate everyday:
::Politics ::Conflicts ::Hypocrism ::etc etc etc
Sucky isnt it?
But of course, through the process, we pick up life-long skills, we make new and true friends, we manage ourselves to allow us to be brought to greater heights in life.....
Whatever it is, no matter how much we don't like how life is and have to be like, we still have to go through it. So might as well see it positively, be the best of what we can be, and make each and every of our lives the most meaningful one in our own ways.... Most importantly, be a good person! Because what comes around goes around, and what your see is what you get. =)
Am talking to smels(melissa) now on msn... According to her she's feeling emo now because she just sent her brother off to canada for a year this morning... I can like totally understand how she feels.. But she's much stronger than me then..
I can still remember i couldnt stop crying after i sent my cousin off... Cus i WAS very very very close to him.... We are like the closest cousins u can ever find on earth... I mean considering we are not a girl girl cousin relationship... Its a girl boy cousin relationship...Oh how great! THE exam is O-V-E-R OVER!!!
No more exams, no more tests, no more studying.
Wait. That's provided NO supp paper.
Was too tired to blog yesterday. Ended up watching tv the whole night..
After the paper yesterday, met up with Seah @ fareast.
Went shopping and eating.
We talked bout the primary school days over lunch and it was totally hilarious! Especially when the topic came to CHOO JEK BAO... Seah and i still cant believe it-- He actually DUN remember us!! When we always took he's bag, he's pencil case and played monkey (with him being the monkey with no other choice cus it's he's things haha!) during recess time in class.... How we tortured him cus he was just sitting beside me and seah behind me and we kept pinching him and i think he went home everyday with blue-blacks on he's hand.. LOLS!!!!
And then during that p6 year, we didn't even look like students preparing to take PSLE. Our stupid form teacher then was a MC queen. One whole week we can only have like chinese period lessons.. Because the rest of the subjects are taught by the same teacher = form teacher = no lessons. So, basically 60-70% of our time in school is play cus it's free period......
And then those relief teachers will go: "Class.... lower down your volume.............."
Hahahaha.... Good old memories man...
I wanna go back to my primary school days....... Where life revolves arnd my happy complete family, my wonderful fun-loving neighbours at my old place, my 2 bestest friends in the entire world Seah Yang Cheng & Janice Tan Li Shan....... A simple, yet happy life. That's enough. Really. But, reality hits. And there-- we are being thrown down to the floor. "Welcome to Earth." Face it. Life can never be as wonderful and perfect as that... That's what life is all about isnt it? Karma comes into the picture, mentality changes everyone's thinking, goals in life shapes characters of people. And with these comes about what we see and prolly hate everyday:
::Politics ::Conflicts ::Hypocrism ::etc etc etc
Sucky isnt it?
But of course, through the process, we pick up life-long skills, we make new and true friends, we manage ourselves to allow us to be brought to greater heights in life.....
Whatever it is, no matter how much we don't like how life is and have to be like, we still have to go through it. So might as well see it positively, be the best of what we can be, and make each and every of our lives the most meaningful one in our own ways.... Most importantly, be a good person! Because what comes around goes around, and what your see is what you get. =)
Am talking to smels(melissa) now on msn... According to her she's feeling emo now because she just sent her brother off to canada for a year this morning... I can like totally understand how she feels.. But she's much stronger than me then..
But right now, u can say we are the most drifted cousin u can ever find on earth... Recently my other cousins have come to know of it and are calling me up questioning me on what happened...
Every single time i explain to them what happened again and again... But with more stabilized and calm emotion now, i think i am in the wrong... I was too quick-tempered. Probably. I don't know. Or maybe its the wrong of both parties. It was sucha trivial matter. Yet it turned out as if we killed each other's parents. Is it worth it? Not for me. I loved him very much as my cousin... He's the best cousin, best guy a girl can ever find, best son a mum can ever wish for, and best confidante and friend everyone would yearn for.... But what about him? does he cherish and treasure me as much as i do for him? I totally have no idea.... Yet i dun have the courage to ask him.... Tell me what should i do.... every single time i go over for dinner, i feel so lost. dunno what to do... Feels wierd and sucky. When and how will this end.............
So much for my reflections...
Current Hot Favourite Song:
Fergie-London Bridges
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