My 2 lessons tonight for little darling Eugene & he's cousin are cancelled. My little eugene is currently not in the right state of mind whether it can be proven scientifically or not we do not know. Yet. *Gosh* God, please protect my baby boy... He's the sweetest thing that ever happen to me in my attempt to go into 'The Tutoring Line'. Nothing, and i mean NOTHING must happen to him. He'll be fine. I'm just over-reacting i guess. *Shrugs*
I want to go to the zoo with him again..
I want to let him sit on my lap and do he's work again...
I want to sit on he's "Choo choo train" again...
I want to hear him giggle again...
I want to hear him say:
"Easy, Peasy, Lemon Squeeeezy" & "It's a happy happy day & a lolly lolly day" again..
I want to let him tell me things which he doesn't even tell he's mum again...
I want to listen to him telling me all the things that happened in school again...
I want to hear he's rendition of:
'Charlie & the Chocolate Factory' & 'Just follow Law' again...
Lastly, I want to hear him tell me "he loves me" again...
He'll be fine, I know...
Boyfriend's friend actually sneaked the phone into the jungle & he called me a little earlier ago while I was writing to him in the little diary that I bought... I was totally shocked when this unknown number called and went,"Hello? Hello? Do you know who am I or not?" For a moment, I actually went, "Who?" Then my first facial reaction-> =O Second, *Gasp*. Third, *Screamed: PENG PENGGGG?!!!!!!!!* & he had to go:"SSSSSSHHHHHHHH!!!!" Cus apparently he's friend's phone is LOUD and they could probably hear me. o.O" Haha! Anyway I was so shocked and happy I started tearing & I couldnt help but tear further when I hang up after less than a minute of talk. ='( I thought I was cool with everything & just 2 more days of endurance, the boyfriend will land on Earth once again! But, who knows? I broke down today..
*Sighhh* I really miss him.
& seah yan yan.
& my france.....
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