♥, *Rin

Phew.


It's been quite a week. Good and bad both I've had it.
Bad has been really bad. Well, but I'm glad my weekend ended well to make up for all the bad for the entire week. I just feel like crying out loud sometimes. But really, I should ought to quit being such a wimp and brace up and be strong. I can't fall when others can't wait to see me fall. I need to be strong and if I fall, I'll be a failure. So, no. I've decided. I'm gonna go through it. If you wanna pick on me, well, let's see how long you have to give it to me...


Some things in life are just beyond our control.
Some people out there just love you. Some just can't wait to get rid of you out of their sight. Well, this is life. But face it, I'm born and I'm right here. Like it or not, I'm alive and kicking.

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Friday night was gathering with training batch S97.


However, as usual, not everyone turned up. Some was uninvited. We all know... *Ahem* who... While the rest didn't have as much common topic as the few of us have... Unfortunately Bee Har Da jie was having fever so she wasn't able to join us... =( so sad because this gathering was actually organised and decided by her...... She is overstressed at work hence ending up being sick... Da Jie please take good care of yourself and I'll see you soon! Miss you so much! X)


Drove Has's car for her because she bought a car without license. Haha... *rolls eyes* So anyway, we went to East Coast food center and actually stayed there talking and eating and waiting for peeps to arrive for like 3 hrs? Goodness~ Pretty nice food, but I think it's too smelly with all the smoke from the satay and BBQ Chicken Wings.. But wooooo yummy yum! =D~ Unfortunately wasn't very hungry and didn't have the appetite so didn't eat much... Happy happy to see Cheryl girlie!

I love this photo.
Sooo pretty!
Cool effects too huh? =p

Can you tell how much I suck at photography?
My hands simply can't stop shaking.
Grrrr....

Favourite girl I soooo like.
If only I can work with her...... ='(
(Can I transfer to 1633??)

See? We took pictures from dusk to night!
LOL.

To the left: Ah Fai - I would have died if not for him... =D
To the right: Andy - AACSK >=)

After dinner, we all decided to head to Bugis Pool Fusion for a game of pool.
After that, drove to Has place and her husband sent Cheryl, Hoi Fai & I home... & boyfriend came to look for me after meeting Shu Heng and accompanied me to Jalan Kayu for supper cus I was starving... >.< Went home and knock out till the next day (yesterday) 315pm... I think I would have slept on till god knows what time if boyfriend didn't wake me up... Goodness.. O.O" I'm damn damn tired... Can you see how tired I am to work from Mondays to Fridays? Gosh.. My saturdays are practically like SOP. Wake up with half the day gone.... =(
So, boyfriend picked me up in the evening bout 430, left my home at bout 5 bcus I told him I'll be ready by 430 but I just came out from the shower at 430... =O *smiles sheepishly* Hehehe. Luckily peng peng brought out my PSP with him so he was entertained otherwise I would be nagged.... =XX Sent my maid back to granny's then we headed to Serangoon Gardens for our favourite Pow Sing chicken rice... =D After which boyfriend brought me to town -Wheelock just to check out my Birkenstock. Awwww.... Thank you boyfriend and sorry to trouble you...
Ended up seeing Xav's van at Wheelock place carpark.. & we so happen to get a lot just beside his van... & we met Xav and his girl, Zach & Ben & gang. Cock-ed around for awhile and then we went our separate ways.. Zach had to keep hugging peng peng before he left oh my gosh so damn gay.... LOL. Nonsense friends of mine... But I so love... Missed the times we hanged out together all the time.... X) Well, good times never last so to speak.....


The highlight of the night: xav actually used this GENKI Sushi receipt and stick it on peng peng's windscreen acting like it's a summon for us. WTH. LOL. Friggin hilarious and I was so not surprised... Like from far I kind of had this feeling the white slip on peng's windscreen ain't the "real" slip. haha! & as expected, I was RIGHT!

Peng's "SUMMON" yesterday



& it says, "Xavier was here.." -.-"
& here's my faggot favourite friend for you....
Lol

Last night, I went to Kallang & get my small purple lights done by Chris who did my extremely beautiful reverse lights and my so-so cabin lights. =X

But the purple lights weren't as bright as I expected. It is very dim.. I loveeeeee the blue one which is damn bright though~ But even with my headlights on, it is very obvious that my small lights are blue and boyfriend was saying that if I changed the blue one I'm just waiting for the TP to catch me. Hahaha... So oh well, just changed to the purple one.... =(
& I wanna change the meter lights too! But must check out the photos first to see if it's too glaring....... X) Oh & I haven told dad about it. Soo..... erm.... Haha. good luck to me huh? Oops!

Next friday is Good Friday! Woo Hoo!
4 days of work only for this week.. Hurry get it over please.. I wanna meet Xuan Xuan on Friday and have plenty of QT with my deary pengy boyfriend during the weekend. Please let everyday be a happy day. No shits @ work and no quarrels with boyfriend, I'll be contented. & of course, I'll be happiest to receive my confirmation into SIM.

My Bridging course starts on the 1st of April. Which means within the next 2wks I'm supposed to hear a reply. If not, oh my god. Bless me....... Pls pls pls let my enrollment be successful... I wanna go back and study!!!!!

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A special dedication to my boyfriend

I really don't understand why the number of quarrels that we have are simply endless.. After one comes another and another and another... But after each quarrel I still love you so much. In fact after each quarrel I love you even more...

Maybe my liking for you since secondary school were puppy love or infatuation... But now, I can be very sure that isn't the case anymore. I really do love you. The warmth that I get from you is not something that I get from hiding under my comforter. The devotion that I have for you, to enable me to be able to resist anything and everything - all because my entire heart comprises of you - the loyalty that I have for you, that I can not bring myself to accommodate any others because I can't. My mind body and soul is all filled with you. The appreciation and admiration that I have for your benevolence to accept me no matter what happened in the past, to take me for who I am, to love, care and trust me whole-heartedly all over again like nothing ever happened... I do really love you for that. & I love you for who you are.


I am sorry if many times I behave like a really spoilt brat or simply allow pms-es and mood swings to get to the better of me. Which many times I don't want that but my body and soul can't seem to work together. Please forgive me for all my bad.


Boyfriend, I do adore you. So very much...

We can talk to each other. Communication isn't a barrier for us. It's only a matter of whether we both want to or not. I know when I'm mad I have a tendency to keep my mouth zipped tight and just throw tantrums and be grumpy. I promise to try to change and will talk nicely whenever I am unhappy.


I said before, that I don't want to get married because marriage in this era are nothing but just a status and a piece of certificate. But you made me see marriage in a different light. I want to live with you. I want you to be my hubby, my family, and I want to have a family with you. We said that 6 years down the road after courtship when all financial and stuffs are ready, we will get married. To be able to see this future of us together, is not a very easy thing is it? To think we can visualize our future in us, together, speaks so much of our love.


Let us work together and put in effort to create our "everlasting love".
Let us brace through all storms hand in hand, never abandoning each other.
Let us walk through the rocky & smooth paths of life, till the very day we pledge to each other of our willingness to commit & love, and be pronounced man and wife.

Shall we?

Peng, I love you.