Actual birthday's just tomorrow. & yes if u ask me, I've got school. God dammit. -.-"
Pretty successful I would say.
Spent an awesome time after the whole party with Boyfriend, Xuan, Dada, Rina, Raine twinnie, Zach, Alvin, Jieying, Terence, Hui Juan, Victor, Wilmer, Justin, Clement & my bro.
As usual, my all time love, Chivas was damn good. & I learnt this new drinking game called "Goggles *something*" It's damn damn damnnnn cuteeeeee....
I'm actually feeling very depressed right now because yes, I chopped off my long beautiful silky hair today... All my rebonded hair is gone yes. & hmm, i've short concave bob now.
I still can't accept it. Boyfriend and girly best went with me.
I didn't expect it to be so short. I thought it would be a little longer.
& u know what sucks the most, to be ticked off and criticized by my dad the minute i got home to show him my hair. I know all these while he has never allowed me to cut short hair. Each time i think of cutting my hair, I think about him first. I think about how he would feel. Today wasn't exceptional. I thought over and over and over again, yet, I made a very very wrong decision that I, myself regretted too. He didn't have to rub salt into my wound.
I walked out of the house after stepping home for less than 10mins feeling all hurt and wounded. While I was in the lift down to meet boyfriend again who was waiting for me downstairs, I controlled the tears that threatened to fall down my cheeks.
When I got into the car, I was quiet. I drove off and boyfriend asked me how did it go. As I told him, I couldn't hold it any longer and i teared and sobbed while I drove. Boyfriend told me to pull over while he took over the wheel. He was very nice to me. He cheered me up, he comforted me, he told me that he thinks I look very cute and that he loves me just as much and that if my dad doesn't want me I still have him because he wants me still...... I sobbed all the way back to my second home.
Boyfriend brought me to "mummy" and she was all smiles saying i cut my hair and all and i just teared even more.. and boyfriend told her that my daddy scolded me because of this blah.
At boyfriend's, every now and then, tears just welled up my eyes.
When I got home, daddy didn't even talk to me. As usual, I shut myself in my room.
My brother came in and talk to me. Before that when I was out, I already called him to tell him i cut my hair because bro was one of them (other than girly best & boyfriend) who encouraged me to cut my hair short because they think that short hair suits me. I didn't talk. & brother kept asking me why do I look so sian and I couldn't help it for the first time in I don't know how many years I cried (AGAIN) infront of brother and he hugged me and shoosed me and told me he thinks I look really great and that I can pull off short hair. I was so touched...
To: -
- ::My dearest boyfriend Peng Peng, thank you for being extremely nice to me today. Really really appreciate it.. You were such a sweetie pie... I love you!
- ::My precious girly best, thanks for constantly telling me I look very cute, checking up on me to see if I'm okay... I'll be ookay... ((: love you too. *muacks*
- ::My dearest sweet long-time childhood friend, Shermaine:
Shermaine misses ikea meatball!! says:
or maybe this new hairstyle really suits you,its not the first time you got short hair ah
i think it suits you,i help you imagine le
a change of hairstyle will make you look fresher
cheer up ...
in my heart you are always pretty!!
You have been so sweeeeet. Thank you for telling me you'll always be here for me....... *Big hugs & kisses*
- ::To my new found good friend Ivan:
at least its longer then mine? =D
i don't know how i can make you happy but i seriously doubt you look ugly with short hair
smile please!
- ::To my one & only blood brother:
hey...i will take apic with you and your new haie and put in my facebook okay?
your new hair
cause i seriously think your new hair rocks!
not many girls can pull off short hair
and you are one of the few
i personally think its damn nice
who say not nice you tell me
and this is definitely a much more stylish look
and you look good in it somemore
i honestly think its damn nice
and thats final
who say not nice...you tell me
ask him or her to come and tell me
haha that's my silly brother for you who was chatting with me online though he's just next door...
In any case, whether it's true or not or just words of comfort, thank you guys for being so supportive of me... I'm really really truly touched.. Thank you for being so sweet.
Right now I really don't feel like meeting up with anyone and showing the ugly me. So those whom I'm supposed to meet like Seanny Tan, Sondi girly, let's postpone our meet up date. I know u always call me an ugly duckling. Now I really am...
For now, some of the zillion photos of my 21st birthday party with my long and beautiful silky hair...
My Guest Book specially & sweetly done by Girly Best, Xuan & Xuan's younger sisThank u girls! *mmmmuack*
My Hand-made birthday card from Bestest Hwen<3>
Courtesy of Girly best (:
My god-daddy Michael from Jet Quay(now no longer)First to reach(even earlier than me!), first to leave. =(
My god-sister(real one) AngelaI always thought she's damn chio... & she's hilarious!!
My party room 1
My party room 2
My very pretty balloons with falling stars...X)
With Twinnie @ my cake-cutting back-drop
Rina!! ((:
GANapathi aka Garfield =D
Whoa lao~ Classic man ah gan...
Machiam celebrity press conference yes? LOL.& what's with my mouth man.... tsk!
I dont know what is this man but I guess should be getting my little girly niece to say hello to jie jies and kor kors. lol~
My best friend and also the only friend my little Karlene is not afraid of and will be glued to.Especially when she only sees this jie jie once a year! Tsk tsk tsk.
Amazing~
Band getting all ready..
Peng's side of friends ((:(From left to right)Terence.Hui Juan.Pei Fong.Wilmer.Victor
My sweet Fam. ((:
My secret crush. =pWei - Girly best's youngest bro.
If you like my blog song, cheerios. It's by him. ((:
First thing in the afternoon when I went down for last minute inspection, tsk tsk tsk.Disappointed. Its 21st for god's sake!! *rolls eyes* wth?
Wen. Girly best's 2nd younger brother.I always told her that he would look good when he grow up. ;)
My brother is so embarrassing! oh man!
"Let's get the party started~~"The one standing in pink, is my not-talking-to-me-now Dad.
This is cool. Nice shot girly best!
Bird face getting ready for cake-cutting ceremony...
Bird face 2. lol.
Rinaaa it's us again! =D
Childhood buddy Shermaine! Always there for me through rain and storm,always looking out for me like i'm her baby sister... ((: *mmmuack!*
My favourite Shu Shu..Also from Jet Quay... ((:
My very pretty & yummy birthday cake from my cousin David! ((:
My little "sister" Karlene <3 
Princess for the Day ((:
I loveeeee this pic alot alot alot!2 precious loves of my life!
Bro.Dad.Granny
With my nieces & nephew
With my god-sister X)
With my favourite girls.Jorin.Dada.Rin.Rina.Raine
Like what girly best said,"Honourary member of the Seah Family"
=D
My dearest Peng PengI also call him King Peng. (King bigger than Princess)
LAST to arrive!! Tsk tsk tsk..
(Top)Terence.HuiJuan.Peng.Wilmer.Victor(Bottom)Rin.Pei Fong
Bunch of nice guys to hang out with~ ;)
Xuan xuannnnnnnn XD
Shermaine again... =)
Cousin Eugene with the same birth date as me.Cool eh? ;)
Eugene.Rin.David.KennethCousin & Favourite Cousin-in-laws
Zach Lim! Joker~
Aunty Constance and Family
The awesome Band. XD
Smelissa/Tan Peh Peh
Shu Shu.....
3rd Aunty.2nd Aunty.1st Aunty
Bestest Cousins & Favourite Cousin Neumann's girlfriend with nieces!
Ah ha! Best Friends forever! XD
Ah Yan ah.. What are u doing?! lol.
My one & only sibling who so don't look like me I know..
Trying to keep my hyper-active mixed blood nephew in control. lolol!
Guang Ming & Clement - My brother's friends
Done with Cam-whoring, cake cutting time!!
Xuan.Yan.Jorin.Rin
Finally....... France & Italy unite!
=p
Awwww I LOVE this pic can....
Weee~ ((:
GANapathi I think I'm always treating u like this huh? lol~I know I'm stoping pretty abruptly but I'm damn tired uploading.
& i've had a bad enough day already.
So yeap, msn me for ur photos yea? ((:
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