Boiling Point

Crazily in love with this song. ((:


Was on my way out to tutor when I heard this song.
Have been looking high & low for it & I finally found it.


Some stuffs were going through my mind while I was driving today.

It puzzles me why is it so hard to find back a guy best friend/good friend.
I ruined one 8years friendship with one very very good/best friend in my life. Known him one year after girly best. It crushed me at that point in time. But I got over it. In fact, to a point I resented him.


Thereafter, I met 2 other really nice friends. Cut out to be on very good terms whom I can talk to about everything & anything.
Apparently one of them was a rocky friendship. Don't ask me why because I do not even have the slightest idea what on earth did I do. I was simply ignored overnight. Yet, he came back looking for me. Till date, if you ask me, I'm still astonished & confused at everything that has happened but I choose to let the curiosity die and start anew.
The other, I will say, can be best friends with the one above.
Simply, "Same breed."


I've been wondering for the past god knows how many days why do all the guys I meet have such wierd attitudes. Initially I was bothered. Ask me why I bother. Because I care. I treasure and cherish every friendship regardless of gender. But you know what? That's enough.
I don't give a damn anymore, neither WILL I give a shit about all you faggots.


WJ will always be that "best friend". Though never possible to get back to the starting point, it'll now be a part of history and memories are the only ones that I'll keep.
Neither am I going to find back a friendship like what we shared (before complications set in) to replace for that lost. Because no one fucking fits the caliber for god knows what's on their mind; who comes & goes as & when they like. Who showcases their hot & cold attitude as if I OWE THEM.

3 words: Just fuck off.