Gloomy Wednesday

All the sacrificing of my sleep thinking I could study more only made matters worst.


Only made myself heighten my stress level. & when I'm stress, I can't work for nuts.
Since yesterday, I've fallen ill.
Terrible terrible sore throat, coughing (almost losing my voice), & feverish.....


My head was pounding in Sociology class today. One hand supporting my forehead, ears working really hard to listen to my lecturer while my other hand tries to copy down notes as much as I can.
Unwell yet forcing myself to concentrate to drive to & back from school. I'm amazed how I even made it back home... How pathetic was that.
It's a totally crap day.


Came home to see a preparing-to-go-out brother. Dad involved in Barclay's event. Yea you got it. Home alone. No soul in me, no single soul at home to buy me dinner or look after me.
Crap. I told myself no Maggi as all my Maggi at home are spicy & I'm so not going to kill myself again after I had to force myself to eat the Fried Banana & Prawn that boyfriend's daddy bought for me last night.


Referring to my heading of this post, Gloomy Wednesday.
Grouchy + Ill + Lonely + Hungry pathetic me on a Rainy Cold Wednesday night.
:'(


This is such a depressing post.


Scram-ed~