Today, i went to visit my home service hair stylist... Finally got something done to my hair.. Haha.. (Sorry sweetie din heed ur advice i cant stand it really.. lolx!! =x) Layered and thinned alil.. Meanwhile got rid of my split ends due to the previous attempt of dying my hair black done by my sweet lil baby boy.. Heh.. As for my fringe, yesterday night after i hang down the phone chatting with wentao, thought about what am i gonna do with it and i came out with an idea and i did it.. Though the style effect turned out to be not what i really wanted, but i thought its not too bad too.. Alil mysterious feeling.. Shen mi gan.. >=) inner layer of my fringe the outer part long, and the inner part short.. and for the outer layer of fringe, left the length the same but cut slope.. so it kinda cover the inner layer so cant really see.. But overall, i like it! =)
After cutting my hair i went over to Baby's place.. Threw tantrums over some silly stuff on my part.. Kinda unreasonable thinking back... But baby didnt even flare up at me though i knew he couldnt stand my nonsense any longer.. Soo sorry sweet. I love you still you know that dun you? After all, for the rest of the day all was good and we were especially sweet today... *winks* ;)
Brought 'Underworld Evolution' dvd to baby's place and watched it together.. Dun really understand the show until baby explain to me why this and why that.. He's always so good in this kinda movies shit.. Damn.. =X Was supposed to meet Jie for dinner tonight but in the end didnt meet up.. =x Oh yah... Watched this 'Never say die' program on channel 8 or U cant remember.. Couldnt stop laughing when i see a few of the contestants go for audition.. Wth.... Its really super super funny the things that they do.. My god.. I wonder will they ever feel humiliated by their own actions.. =X Then again, guess not.. These people are far too thick-skinned.. =
After dinner, Baby sat in front of the mirror and pluck he's beard.. Saddist boy.. So damn painful yet he thinks its cool... =x While he was doing that i talked to baby bout some of my deep down feelings.. Some negative and sour feelings that i had ever since i started working in Kriston... Kept it within myself all these while cus i thought even if i did tell someone, noone will ever understand bcus as a matter of fact, everything is on me.. Thus, no one will know these feelings better than myself.. Others may not think so but what do you know? Its not happening on you of course you dont feel it.. Wait till whatever that i've gone through falls on you.. Then we'll see... That kind of feeling...
Sour & bitter feeling...
is really so hard to bear..
Its not easy at all really...
Was kinda sad and i almost teared.. But i held back.. I hope baby doesnt read this post cus he doesnt know how sad i was.. He was soo engrossed in he's beard he just went:"mmm", "uh huh...", "then..." But its ookay larh.. I just felt like pouring the unhappiness in me all out so that i would feel better.. Kept everything for so so long.. i thought it would remain as a secret with me myself and i but i failed to do so.. I so needed to tell someone.. While telling baby, i could vividly recall everything as if it just happened yesterday... I thought ive already swallowed everything down long ago.. But i never thought that all these shit have been accumulating and has never vanished but remained at the back of my head..
Baby asked me why didnt i say earlier.. Well, i guess this is just my habit... Of keeping everything and accumulating it in my heart till one day i cant take it any further and longer then i'll throw everything out... Kinda torturing on my part.. I must change..
Anyway its all over..
This coming April shall be a new beginning......
Went for supper with Seng & baby at Jalan Kayu.. Initially wanted to go shopping tmr with baby.. With the loan of some cash from baby.. Lolx.. =X But Seng stole baby from me.. Idiot.. Haha.. They gonna go play basketball again tmr.. *Sigh.. Baby suggested going on Friday instead.. And Seng tried to convince and promised me to go on friday together instead.. He say he'll drive.. No choice but to agree.. Anyway tmr can stay at home and read my Da Vinci Code.. Hmm, But just remembered Friday afternoon i have a date with my cousins to marriot for buffet lunch.. -.-" *Siansation* Dont really have much time left to enjoy my tai tai lifestyle already.. Gonna work soon... *Gosh* I hope i still can make it to Xiao Dalen's 21st birthday party... Told Gan H.C before, that we must go together.. Now ah gan, dont shit me and complain that i dunno how to automatically call you cus that doesnt mean u dun exist in my social circle anymore u silly idiot..
"not keeping in contact doesnt mean that a person doesnt care..."
There quoted from ur blog..
See...
Please practice what you preach..
Haha.. X)
Brought 'Underworld Evolution' dvd to baby's place and watched it together.. Dun really understand the show until baby explain to me why this and why that.. He's always so good in this kinda movies shit.. Damn.. =X Was supposed to meet Jie for dinner tonight but in the end didnt meet up.. =x Oh yah... Watched this 'Never say die' program on channel 8 or U cant remember.. Couldnt stop laughing when i see a few of the contestants go for audition.. Wth.... Its really super super funny the things that they do.. My god.. I wonder will they ever feel humiliated by their own actions.. =X Then again, guess not.. These people are far too thick-skinned.. =
After dinner, Baby sat in front of the mirror and pluck he's beard.. Saddist boy.. So damn painful yet he thinks its cool... =x While he was doing that i talked to baby bout some of my deep down feelings.. Some negative and sour feelings that i had ever since i started working in Kriston... Kept it within myself all these while cus i thought even if i did tell someone, noone will ever understand bcus as a matter of fact, everything is on me.. Thus, no one will know these feelings better than myself.. Others may not think so but what do you know? Its not happening on you of course you dont feel it.. Wait till whatever that i've gone through falls on you.. Then we'll see... That kind of feeling...
Sour & bitter feeling...
is really so hard to bear..
Its not easy at all really...
Was kinda sad and i almost teared.. But i held back.. I hope baby doesnt read this post cus he doesnt know how sad i was.. He was soo engrossed in he's beard he just went:"mmm", "uh huh...", "then..." But its ookay larh.. I just felt like pouring the unhappiness in me all out so that i would feel better.. Kept everything for so so long.. i thought it would remain as a secret with me myself and i but i failed to do so.. I so needed to tell someone.. While telling baby, i could vividly recall everything as if it just happened yesterday... I thought ive already swallowed everything down long ago.. But i never thought that all these shit have been accumulating and has never vanished but remained at the back of my head..
Baby asked me why didnt i say earlier.. Well, i guess this is just my habit... Of keeping everything and accumulating it in my heart till one day i cant take it any further and longer then i'll throw everything out... Kinda torturing on my part.. I must change..
Anyway its all over..
This coming April shall be a new beginning......
Went for supper with Seng & baby at Jalan Kayu.. Initially wanted to go shopping tmr with baby.. With the loan of some cash from baby.. Lolx.. =X But Seng stole baby from me.. Idiot.. Haha.. They gonna go play basketball again tmr.. *Sigh.. Baby suggested going on Friday instead.. And Seng tried to convince and promised me to go on friday together instead.. He say he'll drive.. No choice but to agree.. Anyway tmr can stay at home and read my Da Vinci Code.. Hmm, But just remembered Friday afternoon i have a date with my cousins to marriot for buffet lunch.. -.-" *Siansation* Dont really have much time left to enjoy my tai tai lifestyle already.. Gonna work soon... *Gosh* I hope i still can make it to Xiao Dalen's 21st birthday party... Told Gan H.C before, that we must go together.. Now ah gan, dont shit me and complain that i dunno how to automatically call you cus that doesnt mean u dun exist in my social circle anymore u silly idiot..
"not keeping in contact doesnt mean that a person doesnt care..."
There quoted from ur blog..
See...
Please practice what you preach..
Haha.. X)
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