R-I-R

Screw my internet.. Finished bloggin yesterday but end up my server went down so wasnt able to post.. Luckily i saved a copy.. Anyways, this was what i wanted to post yesterday:

Monday Bluess again.. Was supposed to get up early to look for job, but din know i slept till lyk 230... -.-" Still cant get any job... Decided not to wait for Laneige's call after Sweetie's detailed reasonable advice.. Met up with Baby for a lil while at Compass Point..

Initially wanted to go to m1 cus they need Customer Service Officer.. But in the end we din go.. Gonna prolly try Nokia Care or sumting.. Actually Ikea needs people.. Well, shall see larh huh.. Worst come to worst wait for April to come and if they don't call me, then, heh... Daddy im gonna live off you.. Lolx! >=)

Baby & i were taking a walk in courts when we heard Osim's 'Zap zap' advertisement.. Couldnt stop laughing till Baby had to cover my mouth to shut me up.. Thought about what Wentao said the other day when we were eating in Pasir Ris.. Uberly hilarious... He could still sing out the 'Zap zap' thingy.. And he told baby to buy that and go home and zap... HAHA!! Wth... X)

Baby bought me a sticker.. I bought another one myself.. Used these to decorate my whole hp just now after my dinner.. My beloved phone look sooooooo adorable now!! Lalala...Hmmz, boring boring.. silly cousin forgot to bring me my 'Qing Wa Bian Wang Zi' disc the other day.. Fortunately i might be going out with Baby tmr.. And on Wednesday gonna meet up with my 3 precious.... =)

Things will never be the same again...

You know it.

Dont u?

Favourite Song of the Week:

Zhang Zhi Cheng- Mo Ri Zhi Lian

Tuesday, March21, 2006

Today, woke up at 4pm.. What can i say everynight without fail if its not yet 3am i will never fall asleep.. Pathetic.. Anyways caught 'Bring it on Again' on HBO... Cool show! I din even know that this show exists.. Lolx..

Make me so wanna go back to school days.. Watching the cheerleading team reminded me of the first year of my tertiary education.. Initially wanted to join but cus no friends to join with me so i din join.. Thinking back kinda naive thinking eh? To give up a 'dream' just bcus of such silly excuse.. Duhh... Hmmz, though i said i dun wanna get married in future, if ever i do, and should i have a daughter, i'll definitely make my daughter go for cheerleading.. Mummy never get the chance to fulfil this dream never mind.. Watching my own daughter perform also not too bad an idea... *thoingggg* Ookay there i go bullshitting again... =X

After 'Bring it on again' i watched '10 things i hate about you'... Heh heh.... Home movie marathon.. There goes my day... So bored larh.. Oh yes! Dal called me up today.. Told me her supervisor ask me when will my holidays end.. so that she can plan my schedule.. *Wee-a-wee* Like FINALLY.... But guess what, yesterday i told myself to look for job again today.. But somehow i told myself forget it cus i had this feeling that i will receive a call from Laneige today.. And ta-da! I really did.. Oh man sometimes i find myself... hmm... scary.... =X

Was supposed to meet my 3 precious tmr right.. But just called da not long ago then i found out that rina couldnt make it tmr.. Called jan after that and even jan knows but i wasnt informed.. Thanks huh rina.. Anyway shall go look for jan during her break time tmr... Short meet up is better than nuttin..

I must admit that ive been feeling rather moody ever since Sunday.. Every night i think about you before i fall asleep.. It has already been 6 years.. But y has history been repeating until this very day? I guess, my previous msg to u wasnt wrong.. Thats a fact that u and i cant change.. I hate this i really do.. Without u i feel so lost... My life feels so empty.. But no way am i going to say this to you. Because i believe, keeping quiet will do us both good. Life goes on... U were right... I need to learn to be independent.. U told me bcus if one day u r not around, whats going to happen to me.. I thought i was independent then, i thought if u werent around i would still be good.. But i was wrong... So wrong...

Now that ive lost you,

ive lost myself...

Come and pick me up again pls...

Dont leave me alone lying on the cold floor...