♥, *Rin

Day 2

She misses him soo...

Yesterday night, went out to Dal's chalet at the Yatch Club... A very very beautiful place.. But a pity Baby wasnt there to enjoy this beautiful place with me... Though just looking across the sea, sumwhere near is Pulau Tekong, but We were so near yet so far....

I officially cried since 03.06.06 2am till now 04.06.06 4pm... tears still can't stop... I was very very touched though, by all of Baby's friends... They weren't considered directly my friends... Yet..... Dickson took extremly good care of me ytd... He talked to me ytd the whole day... Asked me out.... Helped me to settle my work problem today... Was supposed to work today but i doubt the state that im in now can actually do anything good..

Many many were at the chalet ytd.. I went down with Anna Sui Grace and peanut her bf... Peanut was very nice to me, telling me all the consolling stuff in the cab on the way there and at the chalet... How sweet when we dun really know each other and yet he's giving me this heart-to-heart talk... When we reach, Jason, Dickson, Seng, Kyle, Jenny, Wentao, Zan Yan, Sebas & he's gf were already there.. Later on, evelyn, mei, chantelle, fiona from Estee Lauder, champ all came down too... Dun know if i missed anyone out but there were just many many... And everyone were extremely nice to me... Sum made fun of me, tryin to make me happy, i know.. But they went in e wrong direction and instead left me going to Grace and went tearing..

Kyle said,"Dun worry larh u got all of us.. Anything can look for me or anyone else.."

I replied,"Y u and tony say the same thing one..."

Kyle:"Aiyah Tony dun have the ability to say that.. (Cus he's in army) eh... actually i also dun have.. im going in already... Aiyah got this two..(He pointed to Sebas and Jason cus they ORD already)"

Then Dickson went:"Got me got me..."

Yeah i guess should anything happen i'll only look for Dickson.. Afterall among all, whenever sumting happens and roland isnt there.. He was the one who always looked after me...

Mei asked me to change sit with wentao cus i was sitting opposite him and wentao was sitting beside him.. The whole big group of us took chairs and formed a circle and sat there and talked.. They were lyk interviewing me and asking me why did i cry.. Wad is my feeling blah blah blahh.... *Sigh* So eventually when i sit beside mei, mei asked,"So now, roland not around, wad r u doing?" I didn't know.. I merely shrugged... Sweet mei said,"See lah now, sometimes i not working all that, i can meet you.. we go out or wad lor..."

Wentao, throughout the night kept looking at me with this delicate fearful look, kept asking me to sit with him and talk... Still made jokes when people ask how am i and stuff... Cus he was just beside me.. So when people approach me and told me the usual sentence,"2 weeks he can come out already mah....." Which is not the main point y am i so upset, Wentao will go,"Aiyah her case is different..." I thought he understood me so well.. Not till he went on to say,"Cus im going in on Thursday already.... Aiyoh Erin... I tell u we cannot be together already... Why u lydat blah blah blahhh...." All he's nonsense... Nevertheless tt made me smile alil...

When Dal first saw me, she asked me to stop crying and just look at my terribly puffy eyes... When i was talking to grace and almost teared Dal saw and she hugged me... Thanks Dal ure so sweet....

Jason came and talk to me and also told me 2 weeks very fast... Blah blahh blah....

Initially i wanted to leave with Grace and peanut at bout 12+ 1.. But Dickson and Wentao didn't allow.. Wentao asked me to stay longer.. Dickson say he'll get Jason to send me home.... In conclusion, Dickson just forbid me to leave alone w/o any of em with me so i stayed on... But luckily i did otherwise i wouldnt have seen my sweetie...

In the end dad called and told me he's coming to send me home...

When dad came Dickson, & sweetie sent me out.. So sweet..

Mei and zanyan left with me.. Dad gave em a lift and sent em home...

Dickson kept patting my head ask me to stop crying.. And he even scolded me and asked me to go back and sleep more today cus i looked terrible...

"Tmr i take off for u already hor... U better go home and sleep more understand?! U not working u dun wake up early i tell u... U sleep more! And also eat hor! Look at u sooo sooo skinny already...."

Was so extremely touched....

Sweetie said we'll meet up soon another day.. Yes sweetie..... after next week when my exams are over we'll meet up yah?

Da asked me out to join rina, herself, da dalen and songda for dinner and tennis tmr in school... Knew she was trying to keep me occupied and keep me accompany at the same time... But i really have no mood for anything so sorry.. But i appreciate everything that u are doing for me these few days girll... Thank u so much... Love.

Just talked to hoho... He's going for he's medical review tmr.. If everything goes well, he's going to enlist the next day and join back with roland and the rest of the recruits.. Hoho wants to go back... I wan hoho to go back too... At least baby would not be so lonely anymore with at least hoho around i will feel better.. *Prays hard* Hoho i'll be hearing from you tmr yah?

Thank u all my lovely friends... U all have really touched my heart and took really good care of me... Thank u so so much.... Especially special thanks to Dickson... And Dal, Happy 21st Birthday... Hope u enjoy ur very special day to the fullest....