♥, *Rin

Day 326


I've got what I thought I wanted.

But tell me, why ain't I feeling any happier or better?

Maybe this is not what I wanted,
yet I thought this was what I wanted.

Maybe this is all about not wanting to be lonely,
yet maybe these are all mere habits that I should see myself quitting it.

Maybe I do still love you as much as the day I first set my eyes on you,
maybe these are just reasons to account for all the pain inside me.

The pain, I thought would go away,
is yet, now tearing me apart like a shredder performing its role.

Ah, what the heck.

See,
I told you.


I am an irony.