♥, *Rin

Boo Hoo.

The 12 whole consecutive days with my apple boyfriend is over. *wails*

It just got to end when I'm beginning to get used to life with my boyfriend whenever wherever. Lame shit. Then again, I'm just probably a little too dependent on my little apple prince. =O
Anyway, fights slash quarrels were inevitable. But don't worry, all's well for we just cant bear to hurt each other so much after all, I guess. (:

I don't deny the last huge quarrel we had was pretty much a blast. But I was glad I didn't make some decisions that I thought I would have made or even said some things which I thought I would have said. For at times I do tend to neglect the truckloads of love that I have for you and every sweet little thing that you have done or said to me. Stupid me.
To my little pengy slash apple boyfriend: "I love you."

You know you mean the world to me, dont you? ;)

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Life for me has been pretty easy due to the drop in a couple of students. I feel like I'm at a crossroad. Couple of options I have in mind as to which route I wanna take. It may be a good thing, I know. People always say, "Widen your options, have the freedom to choose." The thing to me is, it doesn't really seem like a better idea to have many options with regards to the issue that I have in mind. I'm confused. I do not know if I am doing the right thing, I do not even know what do I want right now, for that matter. Which is, erm... SO not me. I never find myself in a situation not knowing what to do or what I want. Being forced to grow up in a harsh environment, I learnt to be independent, to aspire and be determined to achieve what I want in my life. But right now, I don't know what has gotten over me. o.O

Maybe this is just like a current of wave hitting on the shores. It will go away as quick as it came. Right? Right.
Yea, I will believe I will, and I can sort it out. (:

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I miss my best friend. Namely, *ahem* You know who you are huh. ;)

"The Seah Family I remember the Seahhhhhh Family..."

I miss my little darlings slash sohs too-

France: Excuse me Darling slash France slash Teh Soh, I am all ready for spot check! =D

Xuan: Though I miss you, but it's ok you can stay in Taiwan 'cause I know you're gonna buy another luggage just to fit all my presents! *Wide Wide GRIN* XD

Of course, I miss him too...