♥, *Rin

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Haven really had the time or mood to blog lately ever since the very unpleasant unexpected event. So much has happened, yc has gone back, i've left sg and came back, boyfriend has pop-ed, and the list goes on... Wow. Time really waits for no man. In a blink of an eye, I have already been tutoring for like what? Half a year, 6 mths? o.O


Anyway, latest updates, went for my first in my lifetime facial yesterday. You could say it cost me quite a bomb but it was all worth it. Oh, did I mention you really pay a price for beauty? As in, literally 'paying' a price for all the red spots like those left behind from an eeky mosquito bite from the extraction process. (All over your face mind you. Ok maybe not that bad if your skin isnt as bad as mine. Haha. =X) Anyway, I was supposed to meet xuan, france and suet for girls pampering session ytd. After my facial I was like contemplating whether to go out or not cus I looked REALLY HORRIBLE. Then, all thanks to my urge slash crave for bubble tea, I decided to, like what xuan says, face the world. Haha. Of course, my best friend was my shades yesterday. :)
For once in my life, the ever-confident Rin was out dressed prettily, having a good hair day feeling inferior. Correction. VERY inferior.


Thank you to my darlings for making my day feel less worst from all your comforting words of WISDOM. E.g: Quoted from France:"Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. So does ugliness. We don't think its really ugly." (Though i'm pretty convinced its REALLY fugly. =XX)

Hahaha still, awwwwww..... So sweet. One big cuddly hug for you Darling slash France slash Teh Soh! X)


The bf was supposed to be out for good for at least the next 10 days but for some effing reason SAF really screwed up so much. So much so much it simply didn't made any sense and I just wished I had really joined the forces and is already "somebody" in there and I would be able to call some shots. God damn mother fucking lame shit.
Ok, after venting, i apologise for the little crude language used in here. I think its time I cut down on my vulgarities. Yes yes? =D


Oh, and I just wanna say a little bit of something in here today. Topic on friendships. France once told me, "Friendships, are just like relationships. Easy to come by, harder to maintain." Which, i totally agree to this. She also said that relationships are somehow easier where both parties get to be in each other's lives all the time. Whereas for friendship, both parties may get so caught up in each other's lives. That if no effort is being made, the friendship may just die there. So true.

My take on friendships: -

Friends are amazing. True friends are indescribable.
They are always there for you.
Whether you are right, or you are wrong.
They stand up for you in bad times.
They forgive you for your mistakes.
They sympathise you in any ugly situations and lends you a shoulder.
They get upset with you, but loves you still at the very end of the day.


There are so many friends in your life. Look at your friendster. Your friends are counted by hundreds. For some, for that matter, thousands. But out of these hundreds, thousands, how many are really your true friends? Maybe 1, maybe 3, maybe 10, or maybe even none.

For me, honestly, I have quite a number. Which, in this number, includes xavier and gang. Though we have never really hang-ed out ever since yc left for america since sec 4. But we never forget each other. We know that we are always there for each other. It doesn't really mean that not contacting, not getting in each other's lives, we are no longer friends, or good friends for that matter. If in need, I am sure just a call, and they would be here for me. If we do see each other, we get as excited as ever, nothing changes. That is how strong the bond is. However, I've concluded, not everybody thinks the same way as I do.

Unfortunately, I have come to know that a few of my girlfriends feel that this is drifting apart. Or even, turning into someone they no longer know. That if, we were to meet up, for that matter, it would have been awkward. Do all of you really think so? Do all of you really see our friendship, our sisterly love as so shallow? Do all of you have to assume and come to a conclusion solely because of a happy occasion that i've never meant to celebrate but yet, some of my other friends here and there have somehow come together to organise a surprise birthday celebration which I'm totally unaware of. Does this mean I am excluding u girls out of it? I don't know. To me, it's absurd slash crazy. But apparently to you girls, it is. To the extent, you simply come to a conclusion that i've changed slash drifted. & exclude me totally in meet ups. Well, I have nothing to comment to this except to maybe just walk away heart-filled with disappointment.


True friends make the effort.



Signing off.