♥, *Rin

I just can't seem to understand why humans are so selfish in every other way. All they care and think about is themselves.
Be it feelings, perception, opinions, thinking or even their behaviors. Don't they realise whatever things that they do, it affects people who loves and care for them?


"Do unto others as you would have others do unto you"
Treating others as you would want to be treated by them is a fundamental part of being a moral, caring and thoughtful human being.


It takes two hands to clap to make it work.
Be it kinship, friendship, & love. I've received the same treatment. I've worked and tried so hard on my part. Yet many times I just feel like I'm not being appreciated well enough or I've simply failed terribly. Only in the initial stages, I feel so strongly of it. But in the long run, why is it that everyone would take their loved ones for granted? Does having our loved ones who stand by us through rain or shine gives us the reason that we can take them for granted because we will be there no matter what? Maybe people don't want that but unknowingly, they've done that. Face it. Every single soul on earth is guilty of this. I admit, that in the past I might have always been taking my loved ones for granted. But in recent years, I've changed. For the people who mean the world to me. For people whom I thought I would be able to be with for the rest of my life. Yet this has befallen on me. For 20 years of my life I've believed in karma. & right at this point of my life, I think I AM experiencing karma.


I am so so tired and I am hurting.


Someone told me yesterday that he's perception of one who has selective memory is one who have had painful bad experiences in the past that they were transformed into such a state - one with selective memory. & this happens unknowingly. Unknowingly, these people choose to remember only the wonderful memories and those that are unhappy they would unknowingly choose to erase them.


Come to think of it, it makes so much sense. Compared to any other 20year old young adult, who's had worst experiences than I had? I don't deny there are a number who exist but compared to the majority, I would win them hands down.
Maybe I should just come to terms with my own life. I should face it. Face the fact that my happiness will only be short-lived.