♥, *Rin

Maybe it aint that lovely a week afterall~


I want to paint my face
and pretend that I am someone else
Sometimes I get so fed up
I don't even wanna look at myself

But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I am complaining all the time~
And I hate the way you would look at me I have to say
I wish I could start over

I am slowly falling apart
I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
And you might think it's easy being me
You just stand still and look pretty

Sometimes I find myself shaking
in the middle of the night
And then it hits me and I can't
even believe this is my life








I'm not strong enough to deal with it.