♥, *Rin

Happy 2008 to everyone! (:

Sorry that my blog is rusting away and that my dear friends gotta log in to view no updates..


Well, reason being my recent period of life has been in the down. and there is nothing that I want to vent or talk about. Just, lots of thinking to be done alone... and I've concluded that having been a tutor for almost a year has nurtured me to be a coward. Shunning away from the real world. & probably a lazy person. ok i take that back. I'm not lazy. How should I put it? I've lost the drive in my life... The drive to be successful with my life. *sigh 3 times* =X


But it's fine.. I'm going to take this one brave step out. & come what may, I will persevere.. I will not think of "what if i regret blah." whether it will be a regrettable situation or not, I decide on the outcome. My boyfriend said to me, "If you don't like it, ask yourself why the others are able to stay and work for so long." My best friend said to me, "It always seem tough/impossible in the initial stages, but eventually we all know things always get better." & because of her (Seah Yang Cheng, my bestest bestest BESTEST friend) encouragement, that one day I will still have to step into the working society, I should go now. I will need to face this sooner or later.. So there, I have friends and family who's holding my back, who have so much faith that I will definitely be able to make it, how can I possibly not have faith in myself? (:


Plus, I got all my strength from Jumong. =p Though its a show, its a "shen hua" which means it's acting in accordance to history. That means there WAS a person who was like Jumong, with the never-say-die attitude. He is noble and generous in spirit. He is a magnanimous ruler, even towards he's enemies. This touches the heart of he's people, he's army.. Not to mention, of course me too. That explains why i'm so hooked unto the show.. He is a very very good example and it really isn't easy to be magnanimous. I am learning from him. It really isn't easy, with emotions playing a huge part in our hearts and mind.






Anyway, I'm not in the mood to blog more, soooo.... I shall blog again when I feel like it. Meanwhile, please enjoy the new song by my once craze and still my craze now, Paul Twohill.
This is, "Here I am".