♥, *Rin

Perhaps I've been pms-ing.


Everyday seems melancholic. I feel so bored and restless and sian every single day.
Monday is Tuesday.
Tuesday is Wednesday.
Wednesday is Thursday.
Thursday is Friday.
Friday is Saturday.
Saturday is Sunday.
Sunday is Monday.

& the cycle goes on....


Or maybe i'm income-less right now. I feel broke though I do have savings. Whenever I feel like going shopping, I think twice. Even when I'm overseas, my last trip to KL, I saw a white adidas jacket with pink stripes. I love it soo much. Yet, I took it off and hung it back on the display. Till date, I'm still thinking bout it. Feel so pathetic.


I feel useless that I don't even have a tutee right now. So what if school reopens in a month's time? I only have 1 kid which pays peanuts. I want to take up more yet I'm afraid I can't juggle when exams come next year. History will repeat.


I don't even have a part-time job. I should maybe go back to F&B to do banquet but at the thought of it just scares me all over again. What the hell is wrong with me. I can't have the best of both worlds for gods sake!


I'm contemplating whether to visit the salon at liang court recommended by Terry to do something about my very fugly hair all over again. Arghhh I dont know i dont know i dont know!! This is so frustrating! I feel like going out for a drink. Who wants to go with me?


On a lighter note, France brightened up my day. She insisted that I do not have a mushroom head (she's seen my latest hair yes.) and she literally drew a mushroom on msn and asked me to compare myself to it~

this pic is titled: mushroomYOURHEAD

Click to enlarge if you wanna read




& this titled: mushroomfromitaly

LOLS.

Thanks Francey for cheering me up...
I feel better now though I still think my hair sucks.... XD


LOVE YOU!! :D