♥, *Rin

Sometimes I wonder....


Is being too understanding and accommodating wrong?


明明在意却包容一切.
我有那么伟大吗?
所以才会默默承受.

傻瓜...
有时还真的找不到自己.
As if being in love makes me numb and irrational.
Losing myself.
Doing things and behaving the way I think is right.
Then later on down the road, I think it's wrong.


Like right now, I think it's wrong.
I was wrong to believe that I could forgo it.
All these while I've never accepted it.


Who's in the wrong?
The one who was accomodating and therefore caused problems in future?
Or the one who doesn't bother to put in the effort to solve a very simple problem.


Makes me wonder where's my stand. Who am I.
Why am I even wanted when I don't feel worthy.
Insecurity.


Sometimes it's the minor things that makes us feel secure and warm.
But they just don't see it do they?


Not that I want to give up.
But insecurity makes me just want to stay away.
Makes me wanna turn and walk away.....