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Friday, July 24, 2009

My heart's hurting so so much.


I'm regretting everything I did. I'm regretting everything I said.


I was selfish. I was too quick to assume. I was too judgmental. I was too harsh.


I was wrong. I was wrong. I was wrong. I was wrong.

I AM WRONG!!!!!




I'm sorry, I really really am.
Knowing you, perhaps you will never have bore any grudges against me all these years. I know you dote me more than anyone else.
Though I really can't comprehend your mentality and can never accept your rashness and temper, my heart's aching so so much.


I'm lost. I don't know what to do. I wish to numb my pain for awhile.


I see myself turning into alcohol for comfort once again.



But I'm really in a lot of pain.
& no one can help me, really.

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