♥, *Rin

I am so tired! Zzzzzz.


Practically packed every single day since last week.
Been really busy with work, tutoring, funeral, photoshoots, rom & visiting.. My burden's gona be lessened after tomorrow. Tomorrow's the last I have to work hard for and prepare to hand over back to Mr Poh. Welcome home Yi Jie! I missed you!!! & I'll be really glad to have you back in action in my life.. :D


I learnt alot of values and principles from The Karate Kid. It's got to be the best and my favourite of the favourites in my list! (To the extent it outbids too fast too furious, intial D all the car shows which I previously loved!)
"When life knocks you down, you can choose whether or not to get back up."

So I said lots of cock and bull story bout how I wanted to venture photoshooting.
But truth be told I was actually disheartened after my first. It just wasn't a very pleasant experience for me I guess. Nothing went wrong don't get me wrong. But I just didn't like the style of the photographer. & I reckon he's got to be the amateur of the amateurs because I can do better basic editing than him duh. =S
So I decided maybe this just wasn't my thing.
Actually i think it really isn't. In fact all these fashion shoots goes against my rather reclusive nature. Haha. =X

But oh well, with my new "modelling mate" deanne, I've agreed to 3 upcoming shoots.
One this morning.
My day started as early as 6am this morning as we were supposed to meet at clarke quay mrt at 9am. Holy shit. I'm super shagged now.

Trial shoot was fun today as there were 3 photographers. 2 male 1female. We could all hit it off well due to close age gap. ;) & so with that, I got back up and decided to try photoshooting again!
You know I really don't have any plans to go far in this industry judging from the number of experienced and prettier girls (with better assets too) in the industry already.
But i'll work on my polly pocket size. & hopefully just go far enough to give me a decent sideline income on top of tutoring.
I ventured into tutoring with nothing till something after 4 years of experience so I think I can do it all over again? Or can I not?
It's a chapter waiting to unfold...


I'm tired but really happy because my buddy will be back tomorrow morning!! Wheeee~ ^.^
One of my friends checked out my facebook and he msned me. Here's our little conversation:

L: tomorrow your good friend coming out ah haha.

Me: Yea!! How you know. Hehe.

L: saw your post on fb. guess should be him lor.

Me: Lolol. so smart! :D

L: Of cos! u 2 damn close leh.. bf won't jealous meh? haha.


So my answer to him was... No? Hahaha.. De bf hasn't voiced out anything so I take it as no?
Is it or is it not baby? I think I can practically hear his reply now... Woahahaha. >=)


Mmm, I'm so tired my mind can't churn out a really organised and well written post I'm sorry.
If you realised, ever since I started blogging again after the exams, I revamped my blog in terms of my writing style. I'm learning to write better. The reason behind this, I think both spoken and written english is a crucial "pre-requisite" for first impression. (& interviews to come of course when it's eventually my time to step into the working society.)


More importantly, sometimes I really wana express my thoughts yet wanting to protect that little bit of privacy so I want to learn to write with profound insight.
I should have taken a degree in communication studies or something. Mmm then again they would definitely consider your language grades which is nothing to flaunt about with a mere B3.
*snicker*


I'm suddenly reminded that someone really offended me today.
As I read the text, each word stinged my integrity and ignited the fire within me.
Apalled and disappointed for you should by now, after all that we've been through know on which grounds I stand on firmly.
Toying with my integrity is neither something I take lightly nor is it an act unforgivable.
I will forgive you. But not now. Give me some time.
Anger which comes in the form of disappointment takes longer to dispel afterall.


Oogay my mind's shut now & I shall stop typing as my eyes are closing..

Time to meet best hwen & chia hsuan soon for dinner. Hohoho.


Till then mates! See you, see me, see AH JIE! ;D


♥,
Rin Rin